for what its worth.

2007-08-01T04:19:00.000+08:00

i know i have you.

2007-07-28T16:39:00.001+08:00

2007-05-20T02:55:00.000+08:00

Rihanna & Ne-Yo - Hate That i Love You

go to http://www.ruthyappie.livejournal.com

how can so much just amount to nothing?

2007-03-16T23:45:00.000+08:00

havent been blogging
cos i have too much to say and i dont really know where to start
its already the end of the 3rd week, now isn't that fast?
remember how first week we were saying that we want itp to end asap
i wonder how we'll feel during the last week

so work's been good and bad i guess
the ppl there are generally nice
sometimes i need to remind myself to be contented
even if i'm doing things like
labelling cupboards full of beakers and measuring cups

evaluation yday was scary man
peiwen sent out the email abt it
and after a few min, all of them came trooping over
and we were like not prepared la
super rush to serve everyone and all that

and today was the first time they offered me smth to try
from evaluation
i always only get to prepare and serve it, nv to taste it
not that i am so damn greedy and want to ta pao for my relatives and my relatives' relatives, its just that i like to do sensory! and like, compare pdts and stuff
so they let me try diff brands of coffee from japan

and yes, eye contact.
these few days jus made me realise how serious my bad habit is.
my supervisor made me aware of it.
well if u havent realised, i cannot look directly into anybody's eyes for more than 5 seconds? i'll look everywhere else but into someone's eyes.
i find it akward and uncomfortable. my mom says some ppl may find it mei li mao but aiyah old habits die hard.

so yes, enough of my preaching.

photos

last fri
met up with some 24 ppl, 8 of us
dinner at pizza hut
celebrated shawn and desmond's bdae there
good to meet up cos we usually dont

freeaaakkkkyyyy

monday
oh dear, what has hpd to 04 gatherings? haha
it was reduced to 4 people!
it was fun nonetheless

and the kiap-ing begin

at the bus stop

thurs

brought our own liao to make sandwiches for lunch
i brought campbell, sooyin brought longans haha
quite fun and yummy too!

see la, chum so many liao 2gether
end up also stomachache...oops

sigh i wonder if what's supposed to hpd on sun
will happen
mixed feelings

have a good week!

2007-03-08T23:42:00.000+08:00

sigh
i've never liked the feeling of being neither happy or sad.
these past 2 days have just been like that
after getting back my results yday and last week's grading, today.
the same feeling of relief at first
then when you compare yours with others, you think/feel otherwise
but well, there'll always be someone better than me, right ys?
suck it up, ruth.
why should God bless me if i'm not going to be grateful to Him about it?
haiz

so work has been, like that.
i realise i feel so much more at ease when my supervisor's not ard
my gosh, now i see what my lecturer's were talking about.
her expectations are damn high la

anyway mon met up with 04
glad more ppl came this time round
and i'm glad we meet up regularly
too bad i wasnt feeling well
night b4 i kept waking up to check the time
plus the stress i experienced at work
jus all accumulated to give me a really shitty headache and i felt nauseous
glad it only lasted a day

some pics from that day

cool lights

linc on sun

sis dolly's sharing was good
my sunday school teacher when i was a kid
now a missionary to taiwan

haha, i decided not to go.

c
i
a
o

2007-03-06T23:29:00.000+08:00

TOMORROW.

goodbye ruth, doom day starts now.

2007-02-28T15:35:00.000+08:00

what am i doing blogging at 3.35pm on a working day?
nah dont worry
i didnt pon work, we're not allowed to do that anyway

company's having a function today, so we students dont have to be at work today.

so the past two days have been pretty ok
i wont say what i'm doing is super interesting
but i think its good enough
the ppl there are pretty nice

i only get to work with my supervisor and another girl who is super helpful and friendly, which i thank God for. my supervisor? err i can't really read her. if 2 of my lecturers can say that she is strict, of which i have not seen, i suppose she's the subtle kind? that wont show she's unhappy openly but smiles while putting an F grade that kind? uh oh. hopefully it wont be THAT bad.

well there's 7 of us students at this company.
me sooyin jiaxin xinyu, and 3 from our buddy class, quan han kenny and ting fang
i'm glad we made friends with the 23 ppl cos normally, we dont talk at all.
so i guess its a good thing. and quan han and kenny are very gentleman-ly, always opening the doors for us. why i mention this is because i find it pretty uncommon among my guy friends leh. oops oh maybe i nv notice la

oh yeah, sooyin and i realised 2 pretty funny things yday.
firstly, after lunch, quite a handful of female staff brush their teeth.
i came out of the cubicle only to see them brushing away.......
we were like thinking, er is it rule? i wonder if it is.
even my supervisor does that.
and its not like they were meeting clients.
i know its a good habit but jus didnt expect it.

secondly, after work 4.40-ish
everybody starts running
sooyin and i just stand there and go huhhhh
i guess this one is bcos no one wants to miss the company bus
but its jus weird to see everyone running
HAHA

my sis says its probably cos new staff come then they see ppl brushing and running and they thought its a rule so they also do it, so kinda like a cycle. HAHA maybe leh

xinyu and kenny like under some stress
although yday was just the 2nd day
scary

i think i just have to expect the worse and hope for the best.

results next week, NEXT WEEK! eeeeek

oh yeah, met up with sara ys lh along with sooyin on mon
at lot 1
for hk cafe

i guess it was good for us to meet up
to talk about our first day
good to let it out
and lihong's one haha funny sia
must runaway from the falling pail of water
exercise man

taken from her blog

some random photos

yinc last fri
only 6 of us, and no teachers were free
so we sang songs and jus talked about our christian life
and how can i forget, darren chia and his lamest set of pickup lines
like, dont pick your nose, PICK ME.
we laughed damn hard when we heard it
and, are you tired? cos you've been running in my mind
sigh haha

sun
after church, headed to kia showroom
weeee! dad's getting a new car!

ours soon!

anyway, we got to test drive the car
papa drove first, then beck
i like the car!

oh yeah, saw chew chor meng there
i still think that he and nor alam shah look alike man

i like this photo
its not uber artistic or wad, but i like it
haha its like, yo

so, all the best for work guys!
blog abt sentosa soon

take care booboo!

2007-02-24T23:15:00.000+08:00

sigh
the sore throat got worse today
then came along slight dizzy spells
why now? 2 days b4 my attachment
oh well
i'll just have to continue to drink lots of water
and run to the toilet every now and then

wanted to blog abt both La Voz and sentosa
but think i shld try to get more sleep
so, La Voz it is

wed

met up with sooyin liangjue huibing jed and kenny
caught just follow law, not bad.
i loved the part where the 4 of em
did the whacky dance with their facial expressions
it was good to see fann wong in another light too
cos to me, she tends to get nice roles

then after that
headed to La Voz with ys lh and eugene
nice cosy place, i must say
and i did have fun!
yay our faces are going to be up on the hall of fame(?) haha
my, i'm having trouble deciding wad photos to post cos there are so many!

walking in

yensiang getting cosy

eugene got the lau pok crackers

oops lihong

haha i think this is funny

trying to act like models haha

was trying so hard not to laugh cos lihong's armpit was at my face!

we bishi him

he bishi us back

he finally wore the shirt i got him
trying to act man

i like this photo :)
er lihong you're in the pic also la

trying to make us shorter than normal
tsk!

2 more days to attachment
i wonder if anyone's actually ready
hopefully things will be ok

to my 2 friends that are overseas now for attachment
take good care, and you are missed!

2007-02-23T15:51:00.001+08:00

happy new year, pull your ear
haha i cant believe i still say that haha

anyway this year's celebrations were pretty good
not just for the ang baos ha,
but also the places we went
and the ppl we got to know better

reunion dinner

grandparents came over

check out our very bare steamboat table
haha
nah, this was close to finishing

the jades my grandma gave us

papa teaching beck how to peel prawn
dont laugh at us
we're not very chinese

my ah ma who makes the best ngoh hiangs!

sunday

rushed to church for service
ah, the dress.
although i wore a spag inside, it was still super low
felt so uncomfortable la haha

jam

the guy who's in army and the guy going in

us and aunt sally

euge

headed to ah ma's place for lunch
which we do so every year

ah ma's yummy cooking

parents and ah ma

my pretty sisters

beck trying to act mysterious

my ever smiling ah gong and rach

left for home, lied on my parents bed
and before i could catch a wink, my maternal relatives came
and it was round 2 of steamboat
oh yeah, watched kung fu hustle on scv
super funny man

mon

first stop - aunt mary's house
she made her yummy pumpkin soup
and uncle tan made his specialty wrapped chicken
good conversation we all had

oh yeah, i walked into her kitchen
and almost screamed when i saw this...

haha, duck!

next stop - aunty kim's place

azel

isnt raphael the cutest?

haha i think this pic is cute
they're like looking directly at each other
fyi, the baby's a girl

sat ard a while
then headed to changi to aunt janet's place
haha all her relatives were there
and we were pretty much outsiders haha
but they're very nice ppl
who dont make us feel like outsiders
oh yeah, aaron eio was there too.
yummy dinner aunt janet prepared
didnt take any pics there

tues - reach grp gathering at bro daniel's condo
nice, luxurious condo
my my his apartment was packed like sardine with church members, that is.
anyway i spotted his sudoku book
and i was interested to learn how to play it
there and then, i got addicted to playing it!
its super fun man!

came home, had to prepare for my paternal relatives coming over

soon, auntie ah tin came with her husband and my nephew,
which i had nv seen b4
i have a nephew.
that makes me an auntie right?
then aunt lynn and family came too.

caught up with my 2 cousins, debbie and danielle
which is probably a first in my 19 years
they're pretty crazy ppl too la

after dinner, we walked to imm
shopped ard a bit

managed to take pics of my nephew

he probably looks like every chinese kid you see on the streets
but he has a very interesting character
and he is very responsive, which is smtg i dont really see in a lot of kids
like when you say, edison must be a good boy, ok?
he'll look at you and say, okay.
or when you say bye, he looks at you and say, bye.

that was my composition (haha) on my cny.
will update abt wed and thurs soon, when i get the pics!

argh, sore throat.

2007-02-17T01:35:00.000+08:00

LONG POST ALERT!

past two days

wed

valentine's day was spent with vic and kq
headed to bukit timah hawker centre
for kq to have a good singaporean meal
before she leaves for overseas attachment

we shared ou jian, carrot cake, satay bee hoon and sting ray
yum!
and yeah, drink responsibly.

then we headed to kap to chill
and we talked for a while
good good time catching up with em

thurs

went for badminton with 04
small group, but good time

guoliang and jed

oh yeah, jed had diarrhoea
and he was like, must be Clostridium haha

me

eugene looks funny here
like waaaaaaaaaaaddddddd

oh yeah, and this is his fake nike socks
check out the tick man :X

so after bad,
guoliang and i both rushed home to get changed to meet them again.
and in the midst of rushing, i managed to put both contact lenses into my eyes on the wrong side, and i couldnt open both my eyes for a while cos it was so freaking painful. and tears kept flowing out, cos my eyes were like rejecting the lenses. thought i was going to go blind. thankfully, managed to take them out.

met gl back at je station
and headed to town
good to catch up with him again

them met up with eugene and sara
took some photos while waiting for lihong

our attempts to zi pai

guoliang and i were colour coordinated yo
black top, jean-ish bottom and white shoes!

man, i miss these 3
i cant remember when was the last time
i actually got to hang out with them

eugene being nonchalant

finally

then lihong came
and i think it was the first time we had dinner like that
not a sit at the table, proper dinner kinda thing
but it was nice!

then we sat outside taka there
and talked for a while
but i guess we were all pretty tired from bad
so we headed home pretty early

oh yeah, bumped into ernest at gap
and his voice is very very low now

oh yeah, presenting the new member of the dan pai kia club, GOH LIHONG!
cant really remember wad she said, but yes, she joined the club.

lihong, with her manager

the ride home with lihong sara and gl was a damn crazy one la

they were joking abt how gl cannot multitask
haha so he's in his own vacuum when he's msg-ing

then lihong came up with this idea to take photos
of our nose, eye, mouth
i'll let lihong do her thing on her blog
while taking the photos
i noticed that the aunty and uncle behind us were laughing too!
as in not like sniggering, but really laughing la

then gl took a super unglam photo of lihong
under her nose
ahahahahahahaa

in defence

anyway went for prayer meeting today
and my gosh, aunt elsie almost got into a car accident today
thank God for protecting her

so fast! 2mrw's reunion dinner already.
its sad the way things are now.
when i was growing up,
reunion dinner was such a cosy affair with my relatives
now, its jus my family and my grandparents
hai

hope cny will be good anyhows!

2007-02-13T23:41:00.000+08:00

it
sucks
to
be
this
bored

really, it does.

2007-02-12T21:04:00.000+08:00

don't blame me for lengthy posts these days

i was watching the chinese news jus now and saw pinda and sara on it! woowee!
they were featured for their ifpd food product thing
congrats!

anyway sunday,
pam and i led songs together
a first for me. haha quite fun
and david ang was cute,
they were all playing balloons
and he had a hard time blowing the balloon
his balloon was filled with saliva la, and then when it deflated
he used the balloon to smack me, and his saliva splattered on my hand
and he laughed while saying sorry

esther is very adorable la,

andy was being a doll

he was trying to make beck blush
by repeatedly telling her 'you're very pretty!'

so after church beck and i went to vivo( again for me)
cos she wanted to find cny clothes

anyway i bought mine today
a dress
my gosh, when was the last time i bought a dress
i cant remember
anyway i think its pretty
the only thing i dont like is the...
boob area
haha its a bit lowwww

boring day.
hopefully i'll get to go to the zoo on wed
and play bad on thurs

i dont know why,
it doesnt really feel like cny
maybe not yet

oh yeah,
sorry chan but i still find this amusing

Kingston announces that he says:
and how come ur staying up so late
Kingston announces that he says:
normall ur not the one who stays up past 3
alright, i can say all the things you want me to. says:
haha you're not the first to ask that
alright, i can say all the things you want me to. says:
er dunno leh
alright, i can say all the things you want me to. says:
but going off soon
Kingston announces that he says:
ahahhaa
Kingston announces that he says:
weird leh
alright, i can say all the things you want me to. says:
why weird
alright, i can say all the things you want me to. says:
haha chan dont tell me you still see me as a guai kia
Kingston announces that he says:
ermm..YES??!!?

yeah, that's how long i havent met chan
he still thinks i'm a guai kia

good day

2007-02-11T01:19:00.000+08:00

this post is going to be really verbal vomit-ish.

exams ended yesterday. it was a weird day, experienced a bad mix of emotions that at the end of the day, my head hurt. Relief, disappointment, contentment, pressure, worry. not a good mix, i tell you.

well, most ppl finished the paper pretty early. somehow i didnt really think that it was all that easy, so i left the exam hall pretty late.

so after the paper, was like all excited to go out and chill like we've planned.....only to call sooyin and find out that the rest of the class had all went their separate ways, leaving only liangjue and her.(not targetting this to anyone la, jus felt slightly bummed out)

well, i was determined not to go home la, being the last day of exams and all, and the 3 of us headed to vivo to look for cny clothes. somehow, shopping wasnt exactly very ideal la, cos the 3 of us were pretty tired, physically and i think mentally too. think we jus wanted to....chill. coincidentally, yensiang and lihong were at vivo too, so we met up with them, shopped a bit then had dinner 2gether. gd conversation.

and oh yeah, think my mind was a bit kookoo after the paper, cos i kept msg-ing lihong the wrong thing. like i told her only left me, liangjue and i, instead of sooyin. and another thing, i told her we were at outram park taking lrt, instead of nel! think she was like super confused la.

so after that, yensiang and lihong left for chinatown, liangjue and i waited with sooyin for ah teck. my gosh, the shoes that i wore are killer shoes man! right, yensiang? damn pain la, i couldnt wait to take off the shoes, the blisters were like begging me to stop walking. eeek, imagine if blisters could talk, what would they say?? ok, nvm.

told you, this post is verbal vomit-ish.

anyway i'm glad i got to catch up with 3c and kq on msn. havent talked to them for so long and so much has changed. 3c passed driving, kq's going to china for attachment super soon, for 2 mths. shaun too, aussie land! hopefully we get to meet up next week.

dont know how i'm going to do this sem, not too well i guess. i know i studied la, but whether it was enough, i really dont know, oh well. prayer, ruth.

choir was good today. i've mia-ed for quite some time now, so had to learn 3 songs today from scratch.

anyway, i dont really have much plans nex week, so that's quite sad. anyone wants to date me, oh gosh. desperation

so soon, one week of hols, cny celebrations, then....attachment! so fast! eeek

i'm going to miss this sem, not really for the work, work passe but the things i did in this sem, hanging out! oops

(trying to start from the earliest)

goodbye sem 2.

hopefully i dont die of boredom next week.

where did i go wrong
i lost a friend
somewhere along
the bitterness

2007-02-06T17:56:00.000+08:00

today's paper was

t
o
u
g
h

no smiles on anybody's face after the paper
hopefully things will be ok

bumped into felicia in the bus. so long since i met or talked to her!
good catching up yes? (:

one more paper to go, just one more!

2007-02-01T13:46:00.000+08:00

i've always hated cats,
and today jus didnt make me hate them any less.

smth unfortunate had to hpd today
jus before my paper
shawn, guolun and i were studying at fc1
and everything went fine
until i realised there was this very irritating cat
jumping onto ppl's tables and attempting to eat their food
and scaring everyone
yeah, i know it was hungry, but..walao.
and i knew eventually it will come to our table, and it did.
and well of course i ran away,
and i had to see with my own eyes
the stupid cat parading and walking on top of /over my notes and pencil box
and the worse part
.
.
.
.
.
.
IT SAT ON MY BAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that was really...zzzzzzz-ish
and it sat for quite some time even when guolun tried to shoooo it away
after that guolun had to carry it down
thank goodness it didnt pee or shit on my bag

after that, i couldnt revise anymore
no choice, jus too distracted

then during the paper, i still couldnt get rid of the thoughts of it
thankfully i didnt think abt it for 2 long

sorry God, i know cats are Your creation, but i cant help to find them a nuisance

and i came home and had to 'sanitise' everything, my bag, my clothes and of course, myself. just to make sure i dont catch any cat disease.

i think its psychological, but i feel itchy all over.

BLEAH la, really.

anyway today's paper was so-so la,
tho as usual, ppl discuss answer time i dont get to agree with them a lot
so that calls for worry

2 more papers, just 2 more.

watched yday's match for a while
and the thai players ar...
haiz

oh yeah, i jus realised that the person that designed the blog skin i used previously, took the design off a threadless t-shirt! my gosh, the link has been at been at my credits for the longest time, but i've never clicked it until now.

cool huh?

and to 04 ppl whose faces arent in it that pic up there,
dont worry yeah, just testing it out :p

pls let me be free again

2007-01-22T23:50:00.000+08:00

backtracking

little india + the coolest coolest house ever, 6th Jan

shopping at mustafa centre
crossing those crazy busy roads
pushing through hundreds of ppl

still think rach looks damn funny in this pic haha

then heading on to my parents' newly acquainted friends' place at racecourseroad
i didnt think much abt it, jus thot it was jus any ordinary house
until i stepped in, and my jaw dropped, LITERALLY. (get it, zo?)
words cannot describe how cool their place is
then again, colin's an architect.

colin and joy are super nice and hospitable ppl
it was our (my sisters and i) first time meeting them yet it seemed as though
we could all talk about anything and everything
colin's also super humourous, rach beck and i laughed so hard that our stomachs hurt
found it hard to leave
with such great company and having soaked in such lovely ambience

dining area

living room

tree branches in the living room

toilet

our lovely hosts, colin and joy :)

this was some random day
brought props for gems prac and got ys and gl to take photos with em

dont mess with her :s

directors in the making

gems presentation last fri went pretty well
was blessed with a good team

ahaha think this pic is pretty funny, ivan was helping alan put on his bow

well yesterday (sunday),
left church early to come home and study for today's exam
and well, i missed out on weihao's farewell! bleah
and vinodh was back from auzzie land
sigh was looking forward to hanging out with em

and today! ah the paper was not-so-good
tell me how not to feel jaded, really.
its not like i dont study
this feeling is all too familiar that i've become so numbed to it
i was in an awful mood after that

then again, i wonder do i have too high expectations on myself.

dang, the stupid headache is still here! argh

nex paper's monday, study hard ruth!

goodnight world.

2007-01-19T02:08:00.000+08:00

sometimes i really wish i knew myself better

2007-01-10T17:53:00.000+08:00

ah bia test was not so good
studied quite a bit for it
at some point, i actually felt like my brain was throwing a tantrum
and it didnt allow me to think
but well, liangjue and i managed to get the distinction qn correct!
weeee haha cheapthrill

anyway something really silly hpd jus now
was talking to hazel and sooyin
and i suddenly realised my ezlink card was missing
so i took out all the things from my bag (yes, at the bus stop)
i started panicking and thinking of how i'll have to get a new one
when i suddenly felt my pocket
alamak la, i placed my ezlink in my pocket!
suaku!
sooyin and i were laughing at how stupid i was >.<

my gosh, one test down another to go
and some more next week zzzzzz

and my head's hurting quite a bit
streeeessssss!

it was good to see some 04 ppl today :)

christmas '06

2007-01-03T14:01:00.000+08:00

new year felt weird
didnt send out any happy new year msges like i planned
dont want to think of new year resolutions, neither do i want to reflect on 2006
its too much brain work for now (read: ruth is just plain lazyy)

31st

in church

carlos

andre

stayover at xinyi's

good good time
we whipped up our own meal
every one contributed in one way or another
chopping, grating, frying, flipping rostis
we were like busy bees working
credit goes to xinyi and friedemann

watched madagascar while we ate
then they played i'm the boss while i flipped channels
after that we played pit
oh my we made so much noise
screaming and shouting
too bad jamie and amanda had to leave early
the countdown on tv was such a letdown!
we shouted happy new year at the balcony
it was really silly cos at the window that we were shouting at
there were no fireworks
but we pretended as though there were
and we were like shouting, there! over there!
and then bursting out in laughter
eventually we did see fireworks
after that we watched step up
and pam left
then played more card games
and slept at ard 5
i was sleeping in a really akward position

tim just didnt want to wake up

came home slept
then headed to auntie janet's place for dinner
i like the condo
there's even like 2 levels of swimming pools
one for kids, one for actual swimming
and their apartment is so cool man
the design, and the concept, sweet!
i love the wallpaper!
i attempted to take cool shots

bonding :D
auntie janet and ben

dinner was yum
and its cool hanging out with them
because it feels as though we''ve known each other for such a long time

so nothing much has been going on
jus doing fd pres report

and i must say, i dont like the new blogger!
so many problems!
arghhhhh

2006-12-30T21:27:00.000+08:00

backtracking

sunday! christmas eve
morning service was as usual

then the unexpected happened
beck fell sick, stomach flu
vomitted and had diarrhoea

it was a sucky time for smth like this to hpd cos

we had choir and girl's special for christmas service at night
but well, God's a great God
she made it through both performances

well, i dont know what hpd to me
my nerves got to me
and when we went up to stage for the girl's special
my hands got really sweaty
and i broke out in cold sweat
i was so afraid that i would faint, esp when i was standing in the middle

thankfully, it was alright

photos courtesy of xinyi

us!

straight after the girl's special, we sang for choir
haha the songs are still ringing in my head

after service, had reception

haha i asked them to do the twist sign
and tim was the only guy up for it

then we headed off for carolling
it was fun!

the bus rides were, haha! i remember when we were on our way back to church
uncle joe played the guitar
while we sang to oldies

after that we went back to church for stayover

while the rest were having juniors camp sharing

tim, lawrence and i planned games

first time i actually did games for church stuff!

we set up the place for candle fight

and played a few rounds of it

and it looked like they had fun!

saliva splatting here and there haha

after that played hide and seek without the lights

it was abt 4am

the whole church was pitch dark man

on the whole, i guess everyone enjoyed themselves

my, how time flew as we played

by the time we were done, it was 6 plus

so we didnt sleep

packed up and headed to wcp's macs

headed home and slept for a really long time

oh yeah, watched night at the museum on wed
haha i rushed like mad to reach cineplex
cos i woke up at 12.40, only saw kq's msg at that time
the movie was at 2.20 and i was late
heng nv miss anything

it's super funny!
cant remember the last time i laughed so hard at e cinema
after that shaun, weihua, jaron and i walked ard town a bit
bleh we got caught in the rain
its funny cos i seldom hang out with them
so i guess, it was a good thing that i went

christmas is over but we still love it!

i'm worried
cos its feel as though i ate some wrong medicine
or got hit by a "ruth,-don't-do-your-homework" spell.
cos crap, i've never felt more reluctant to do my work.
i'm so dead man,
cant believe 2 weeks of hols has already gone by

tomorrow is the last day of 2006!
so fast!
eeek

leave you with caleb's 'try-to- act-shock' face :/

2006-12-27T02:50:00.000+08:00

thurs: dinner with 24 at vivo
took a while to decide where to eat, finally decided on sushi teh.
though it was just 8 of us, i had a great time

haha this pic is super funny,
i was the only one that was doing wad we were supposed to do
which made me look dumb haha
cos zo went to pull the curly wurly thing
and there was this piak sound
that explains both their expressions

HAHA

haiz we lost sooyin and apple to hello kitty that day

zo: 'barney my son, i have to leave now. i'll see you again alright?...'*sobs

we need THE LIGHT

eeek

my its huge!

can u see who's in the reflection?

we love jump shots! haha the 3 of us were the only ones that were so high at tht time
taken with kenny's phone

kenny and sooyin

sooyin and i

2006-12-27T02:38:00.000+08:00

2006-12-26T02:16:00.000+08:00

christmas came and went by jus like that
i dont even know if it allows my brain to generate memories
it was a good christmas, no doubt
celebrating with sec 5s, 24, 04, church ppl
but sadly, not so good things had to hpd too

christmas had to end with me crying in the shower
i wonder if the things that've affected me are true
or was i seeing or hearing things? (if only)
to hear an adult that i've not met in a long time say "dont forget ruth.." b4 shaking my hand,
and then saying "everybody forgets ruth"
what did that mean anyway?
i really wish i heard this wrongly
its jus 3 words but it was enough to upset me

or coming across a msg from a church member in my mom's hp
comparing me with beck
talking about some potential thing
hah, seriously..as if i dont get enough of that
my parents knew i was affected. but they still continued to talk about other stuff
wow i'm that invincible eh?
or maybe because what was said in that msg was true

yes, ppl that read this may say? huh, like that only what? no big deal.
haha if only it was not a big deal

and all these jus made me wonder again
am i that useless?
do i have to change jus to prove to people? what's the point in that anyway
do i have to continue to live in someone else's shadow?
all the things that i've done and put effort in, that in my mind i thought was quite an achievement, were just little things that ppl wont remember
my family always dismisses these things,
and jus assume that i'm oversensitive or naive
tiring, real tiring.

forget it.

2006-12-21T00:26:00.000+08:00

i dont know why, but i've been really lazy to blog properly, properly these days.
and everytime i attempt to do this post, the blogger page hangs on me. zzz la

i've been slacking so much! terrible terrible

what's been up

friday

magic of love at fcbc. incredible magic tricks aside, the sharing was good
thanks to yc for inviting us! good job, young man! no more fashion show!

haha took this w/o them knowing
i can be a spy!
anyway, jed and gl look like fireflies!

haha emo? nah.

sun

interesting sunday school lesson about the last days.
its scary to realise that many of the prophecies
are already happening in current day

had church nomination, watched juniors camp video, choir prac
oh yeah, took pic with weihao
cos he's going to army real soon!

yeah, and i look like i have no hands :/

mon

met up with jamie to do some christmas shopping
spent most of our time at marina square
good time spent

marina sq deco

got to eat fried mars
intro-ed to jamie
and she loved it!

craving for some now?
kenny dont cry ok?
i know you want to eat
haha

today, wed

met up with some of the sec5s
to celebrate xianen and qihui's bdae
fun fun time!
laughing at, and doing the silliest things
taking funny expressions shots with xianen
getting high at kbox
singing pirated christmas songs that wouldnt end
till you press eject
dinner at crystal jade yum

and how can i forget, bumped into yensiang!
think she was holding my present,
she jus dont want to admit it, right?

and yeah! we both got scared by the same stupid person
stupid purple guy on stilts at town
seriously, if i had more guts, i would have kicked your stilts and make you fall on your face
dont think you wear mask can hide hor
i was as good as harrassed
WORSE NIGHTMARE EVER!

ok loser dressed in some costume thing, on stilts
job is to give out brochures
hands out brochure to my friend
friend reaches out for it
he takes it back
this repeats for a while
and i said aiyah, dont take lar
and that stupid purple thing chased me cos i said that
and i really ran
at first i thot he was jus kidding ard
and how fast can he run, he's on stilts
but no, he really chased me all ard
and my heart seriously, was beating so damn fast
and when he finally stopped chasing me ard
i walked away
and he pulled! repeat, PULLED my bag handle really hard
and said, AEI! take photo with me leh!
wah, most irritating person i've ever met
i was so freaked out la
sheesh, think i'm gonna have nightmare of all of them chasing me
crap
maybe some of u will think i'm overreacting but...
try being chased by a clown looking thing on stilts

photos soon

looking forward to fri's dinner with 04!
and sun night! christmas service -- church choir, and our girls special
carolling! and the stayover!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARA!

2006-12-19T17:18:00.000+08:00

oh my
i can't believe it has been raining non-stop, overnight
this is probably the first time in a long while

and i just heard from the news
that there's a flood at mandai area
my, that's serious

2006-12-18T01:33:00.000+08:00

self explanatory.

not being emo or anything, jus miss these ppl
cos i'm currently not in close contact with anyone (that's really sad)
glad some of us are meeting up this week
looking forward to that :)

hope to see everyone soon!

2006-12-16T14:02:00.000+08:00

overdued photos

town

dinner at ding tai fung, taking photos with christmas deco,
chilling out outside borders, having a great time

vivo 1st Dec

walking around for a really long time in search of a place for dinner, settled on asian kitchen, doing silly things at toy's'rus, missed the fireworks, compensated by watching stefanie sun live from the big screen, chilling and chatting with liangjue eugene and jed

time with family

we both like this photo :)
dinner at dragon city

mommy's bdae celebration a few days ago, at ivin's
their food is yummy yet suprisingly cheap!

wed: 24 at ikea

we ended at 9, 10 plus
and didnt really have anything to do
went to ikea, haha had fun

zo attacked by snakes!

eh?
he actually likes them!

i jus asked them to hold the pillows
but apple (or cherry?) made them look at each other

kek sai ah shawn

this is the life

wa lao shawn tried to touch zo's hand
while he was sleeping........eeeeeeeeeeee

we look like we're in some fairytale place

awww the animals love him

haha what hpd to apple

tilt your heads a little

2006-12-09T12:41:00.000+08:00

break it or shake it (haha)

WARNING: self-sympathetic post (pls do not read if you're in a great mood)

i was just recovering from cold last week
when it all came back, and worse still, it came back at full force
actually i also dont know how to classify cold, flu all those things la

mon - tues, had growth in my eye
pretty minor, but my eyeback felt super sore

tues night till now - major cough, running nose
and the sharp pain in my head
that goes on and off
yesterday it was on the whole day in sch
and all these, is a result of one factor
NOT ENOUGH SLEEP
haha practically slept for 4 hrs plus this week
terrible
and some days i'll wake up sounding super like a guy
cos of the sore throat

ah well, God is really great
He has been so merciful to me
although i really dont deserve it
so many times this week
i've been down, emotionally
and God always has His ways of bringing me up
and putting me back on my feet
the cool thing about God
is He doesnt always spare us from
bad things, bad experiences
He doesnt spoonfeed us, and prevent us from falling all the time
because He wants us to learn
sometimes, the things i least expect to happen, happens
and God allows it all to come to place
thank You

yipees! this coming week's last week of school!
YAY
ah but still have datasheets and a prac test to prepare for
tues - hopefully we'll get to kbox, shawn - the - unimportant - person, better consider again ok!
friday - yewchun's church for magic show

random photos

ruths!

same place, different views

guoliang with his new haircut
ah can't see the x thing at the bottom very clearly

the day we slacked off our lunch break
haha look at sooyin's expression

this is the way to embarrass zo

solarized plus daylight white balance

models - to - be?
hmmmm

i asked shawn and jed to
look away from the camera
to do those cool shot
but..........................
sooyin spoilt it
haha

to the last week of school!
may it be a good one!

2006-12-02T01:45:00.000+08:00

i am nothing without you, but i don't know who you are. - vienna teng

ah back from hanging out with lihong, liangjue, eugene and jed at vivo.
jeddy was the organiser today haha
anyway lihong was saying how the number of ppl
going for 04 outings is getting lesser and lesser
last week was 6 ppl, today was 5
oh no, next time it'll be one person :/

ate dinner at asian kitchen. (my food s***ed btw)
went to toysrus
took some photos there
haha todays photos were all taken using different cameras

after we ate
then wanted to catch e fireworks
we ran to the open area
when we heard the pom pom sounds
and figured it was the fireworks we were waiting for
but ah we totally didnt get a gd view
cos we were late
only could see the smoke
and a really small bit of fireworks, just a little bit
and from the big screen

but well i found it really cool
that we got to see stefanie sun's mini concert(?) through the big screen
and she sang christmas songs with budok pantai (?) haha dunno how to spell
think they're some professional aca pella group from m'sia
heard them sing before, they're super good man!

after that lihong left to meet her b/f
then the rest of us sat down and talked abit
took same train back with jed
and well haha today is probably e first time
that i really talked, talked to him
most of the times, its just very casual talk
isnt it like that with alot of friends?
just very surface talk
i miss talking to close or old friends
where you can say anything
you can pour your heart out and stuff
its jus so touch-and-go these days
ah ruth, get used to it.

tho i wouldnt say today was super fun,
i'm glad i went and i treasure times like these, just chilling out with friends

anyway, some photos from this week

hello!
lift at engineering block

pizza hut on mon

wed

attempts to take burst shots
at proins lab
some taken by kenny

zo the flasher, jed the victim

HAHA

church deco at entrance

solarised

new posters in my room !

anyway this week
shawn came out with a few creative video shots
he was e director, kenny and i were the actors
haha pretty fun
check out his blog for e video

2 more weeks of sch! weeee
i need to pull up my socks tho,
at the rate i'm going
i need to pull it up till my nose there

bleahhhh

2006-11-28T00:30:00.000+08:00

ah, i dread colds
my nose and throat are like cursing at me
cos i'm not really doing them a favour. haha
still drinking cold drinks, still eating junk food :/

well today was alright
went to causeway's pizza hut with shawn kenny jed zo zhijia and sooyin
pretty good time, minus e fact that zo lost his hp

bought corrinne may's christmas cd, 'the gift'. YAY!

got hold of friday's 04 girls outing photos
but ah there's so many of them, dont really feel like posting all of them now
ok, just one :D

this week's junior's camp
can't believe i'll be missing another one for a 2nd yr in a row,
esp at st. john's island
i miss being worker
blehhhhh

naggy post

not myself these days,
can't figure out what's wrong

i
wish
i
was
a
better
person.

will be back with a happier nose and photos!

2006-11-25T15:48:00.000+08:00

will blog later or smth.

let the photos do the talking for now.

taking photos in panorama shoot mode

sooyin the monster, kenny the prey

beck with aaron and andre

christmas deco at wheelock place

attempting to take cool shots again :/
cool to me la

mirror image of door

laptop desktop
made my friends look freaky with me! heheeee

shadow shot
i like this one quite a bit

[edit at 3.30am]
ah sore throat and running nose the whole day
bleh
my throat's killing me

2006-11-20T02:36:00.000+08:00

YENSIANG! see lar, got me excited about christmas!

last yr with 04

what would it be like this year?

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm

2006-11-18T03:34:00.000+08:00

THE BIGGEST SIGH EVER
i typed a really long post with photos and everything
and it all went poooofffff!
crap!

so i have to like start all over again, minus all the details

finally, a breather.
this week has been crazy crazy crazy
and i'm not proud of myself for ponning lessons
3 tests this week, more to come nex week.

mentally drained, and i believe everyone feels so.

God has been good, tho,
sustaining me throughout this rough week

24 chalet

got to cycle quite a bit on the first day, before it rained. had bbq, lotsa food! yum! lecturers came and stuff. aftr bbq a few of us walked around downtown east in search of things to do, haha that was quite fun, took photos with the 'cow' outside ben and jerry's. didnt sleep that night, stayed up to talk. generally the chalet was pretty alright

other photos on apple's blog

sun, took some photos at church
filipino anniversary was quite a blessing actually
domestic helpers going up on stage and talking abt their trials as a christian
but yet loving and fearing God
it really makes me feel ashamed

dear friends

and the cutest kids ever

realised that my phone has really cool effects for taking photos
like taking sequence shots and stuff

with frames too! ( thanks to apple and kenny that enlightened me)

me playing piano at com lab!?!
and i'm bigger than the piano!

let me out lehh

i think kenny will scold me for putting this up
but nvm la

nex fri!
dinner with 04! looking forward to that!

beck intro-ed this to me
hossan leong - i live in singapura (talking cock in parliament)

do watch it!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=myqyKZsknmw

2006-11-09T10:34:00.000+08:00

back to blog

tomorrow's chalet, but it sure doesnt feel like it. dont know why leh, its not that i'm nt excited abt it or wad, jus doesnt feel like it.

elearning has been alright, tho i must admit that i'm still rather slack

sat

took these photos after choir

with dearest aaron

was asking him to smile
and he was like
i dont know how to smile haha
he is so cute!

his brother on the other hand
is super cheeky
giving cheeky faces b4 i took this photo
beck with andre

sun

first time i song led in the newly combined junior class
kids aged from pri 1 to sec 2
anyone can song lead la
but its sure scary to be standing in front of 40 over kids
thankfully it was alright
in fact, it was pretty fun

went for dinner with my relatives frm my father's side
his cousin and wife frm china were in town for a few days
tho half the time rachel and i were in our own universe
since we dont understand hokkien
it was a good time i guess
esp since i usually only see my relatives once a yr during cny
and learning more abt the yap family tree haha
and uncle terrence is such a joker la

with rach

the yap family!

mon

after mr lim's class
liangjue kenny shawn and i went to wm for prestige
the movie is so brilliantly made!
i encourage everyone to watch it
even when i reach hme i was still thinking abt it

rest of the days have been spent
doing elearning

hope chalet goes well
hope i get to rollerblade haah

2006-11-04T02:35:00.000+08:00

life in school
(my first hp pics! )

tues - fdchem

e only grp photo i'm in and they say i'm smelly
i'm not smelly whatttt. *sniffs armpits >.<
haha zo was trying to run in front to spoil e pic

today! so called last day (to me, cos elearning nex week)

after gems

me, an adidas shoe and eugene

guoliang dont want to do NNPP bleahz :p with me
he only wants to with..............ahem

liangjue pls be careful of adidas guys...

chicken little and mr potato oops

today was a pretty good day, i guess
etiquette was fun! alot of clapping to encourage each other, and laughter
if only more classes could be like this
cos had to demonstrations today
like how males and females should walk, sit, stand, pick up smtg frm e grd, enter and leave e room etc etc
pretty interesting

and proins lesson
sooyin and i listened attentively for e first time!
sooyin even answered qns haha
we were trying to give mr lee encouragement
but well we benefitted frm doing so too la
its good to sit in front

after sch, i was like so psyched la
saying stuff like, 'IT'S THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! WOOT! EVERYBODY SCREAM WITH ME!!'
while everyone else was like listing the reports we have to hand in after e-learning
argh

well there's a lot of work to do
and i really, and i mean REALLY need to get the right mindset fixed into my brain
if i want to finish my work in time
i'm too slack ba

sorted out all my notes and stuff just now

e-learning next week
fri-sat! 24 chalet!
4 reports weeee!
3 tests next next week! weeeeeeeeee!

ok i'm too high, and i'm talking nonsense!
oh no

2006-11-02T07:54:00.000+08:00

if only wishes do come true, i'll wish

- that not everything i touch or am involved in, will go down in smokes

- that i wouldnt say the wrong things at the wrong time

- that my parents wouldnt clash with each other so often

- that people wouldnt say nasty things and affect others w/o feeling it

- that i wouldnt have to feel lonely in a crowded room

- to understand that effort is not always equal to good results

- that i was smarter than this

- that i was sensible and appreciative

- that you wouldnt enter my mind, no not once.

things that ive bottled up for some time now
jus needed to let it out

2006-10-29T18:35:00.000+08:00

The Answer - Corrinne May

I believe You are the answer
To every tear I’ve cried
I believe that You are with me
My rising and my light

Give me strength when I am weary
Give me hope when I can’t see
Through the crosses I must carry
Lord, bind my heart to thee

That when all my days are over
And all my chores are done
I may see Your risen glory
Forever where You are

this song eats into my heart every single time
i listen to it

2006-10-28T01:59:00.000+08:00

went to popular to get some stationeries
then went to cdrama
and spotted corrinne may's new album, 'The Gift'
it's her christmas album with classic christmas carols and 2 new songs
i've always loved her music
so a christmas album is just...sweet!
went to her website jus now
and after listening to 2 of e songs frm e album (esp, The Answer)
i so want to get it now!
think i will get it eventually :/

photo courtesy of esplanade.com

its interesting to read her entries too
abt her performances, or her life and how much she's just like you and me
eventhough she's who she is now

do check out her version of 'Hark the Herald Angels Sing' and 'The Answer' at
http://myspace.com/corrinnemay

2006-10-27T02:06:00.000+08:00

love taking cool photos
tho i'm not great at doing so

and i'm into taking shadow photos

pretty cool eh? has that ancient feel
to me, it looks like 2 ppl facing each other
and one of em has a sharper nose
haha its actual shadow from my body

the old school fan in my room

the dangling thing outside my room

copyright, thanks.

2006-10-24T01:55:00.000+08:00

either i'm super emo or what
but tears welled up my eyes
just watching this
thanks yong

2006-10-23T01:19:00.000+08:00

i just typed out a really long post
but it disappeared argh

anyway
i'm really excited about wed!
vivocity and sentosa! yipee!
havent gone to vivo yet, so cant wait.
hope everything goes well

thank You God
for always being there
for always understanding
for Your mercy
for Your love
for everything

thank You

2006-10-18T20:33:00.000+08:00

today had proins prac

after briefing

cher : any questions to ask me?
my group : no
cher : SO CUTE!!~*~
my group: *freaked out

mind you, he's a male lecturer.
i couldnt help but burst into laughter.
he's too happy a person la.

went town to get jed and sooyin's present
with kenny and apple
sigh, got so pek chek just buying one shirt
cos every shirt that we decided on
did not have e size we want

went to far east
tried fried mars. oh my, I LOVE IT!
its a must try
and its so worth it!

mon 24 played badminton
sadly, sooyin and i were not informed
sigh, kana outcast sia haha, no la
went anyways, first time i played in skirt haha
but well, it was good to play bad again
and first time with 24

took part in this contest to get e hp i want, free, and i didnt get it
and i sms-ed my dad abt it
this was what he replied

'It's ok. That's why papa has to work tomorrow.'

haha i laughed when i read it. cos that means he will have to pay for a new phone.

2 reports/ sigh

2006-10-16T21:28:00.000+08:00

i dont know if its a mere coincidence
but suddenly everyone's closing their blogs or shifting

why ar?

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
Speak no feeling, no I dont believe you.
You don't care a bit. You don't care a bit.

2006-10-14T11:48:00.000+08:00

i
am
so
USELESS.

2006-10-11T19:44:00.000+08:00

this week's been both good and bad

hah the good one first,

yesterday went kbox with 24 ppl
sooyin liangjue huibing apple jiaxin shawn kenny me
i got to sing F.I.R songs! weeee!
at first it was pretty normal
but it got really high at the last part :)
we sang super high songs and we were screaming/shouting the lyrics
i would've been a lot high-er if i didnt have to peeeeee >.<
and i guess everyone saw another side of sooyin haha
she was the high-est lar! haha shawn calls her cynthia the cheerleader now
she jumped on the seat, and ran ard with the mike, letting us sing
haha and apple as usual sang so lovingly to shawn, during duet
and as usual he was shy la
good time with em

today after sch went to eat with some 04 ppl
went back to e library with gl ys and yc
i went to find book, couldnt find e answers i need
went down to find em
played checkers with yc, haha i havent played since pri sch
sara and eugene came over, hung out for a while
then they all left
yc and i played reversi
may seem silly to be playing these games but, i like!
den home sweet home to my lovely bed

the bad

i've been pretty demoralised by almost all e pracs, probably only except foodchem a
just not good at this stuff
and 2mrw's going to be another challenging prac bleh

and these days, i get moody like..instantly
i dunno if ppl ard me sense it
i dun go ard snapping at ppl la, i'll jus slip into disguisting mood without any warning
and i'll be damn quiet for awhile
dont like being like that at all, and e worse part is not knowing exactly what's bothering me
i doubt its entirely the demoralising thing
maybe its abt feeling inferior too? ah i dunno

to happier days.

some friends you've made, you wish you hadnt
some people you wish to be friends with, you can only watch from afar
some friends come and go, you dont feel it
some friends come and go, and you wonder why

but you, my closest friend
i lost you just like that
hello there, stranger?

2006-10-08T01:21:00.000+08:00

yday was a long day in sch, 8 to 6

etiquette was pretty fun! did body measurements and stuff
i couldnt locate my hips,they're sinked into all e fats ard it >.<

had an hr break in between
24 slacked at the library
e guys played chinese chess
i spotted reversi at e games corner
've never played it in my entire life
so watched liangjue and sooyin play
then i played with liangjue
its a pretty interesting game!
too bad i didnt get to finish my first game!
bleh cos we ran out of time
never mind, next time!

and i must mention that zo and jed behave like pri sch kids! i caught them playing catching. haiz, boys. and zo is damn bad always teasing me abt my hair, like every single day since sch started.

after school, went bukit timah hawker centre with
sara yensiang sooyin lihong yewchun guoliang eugene
the food there is yum yum!
i cant believe we ordered so much!
and as usual, we made a lot of noise.
bumped into church ppl too

after that we went to macs at beauty world
we crapped a whole lot la
and lh as usual made us laugh till we all had 6 packs

took photos with eugene's hp cam
and ghostly photos with lh's
havent got hold of e ghostly ones

apparently we like to kiap each other's faces

kiap lihong!

kiap sara!

poor eugene, sick but still kana kiap-ed!

lihong kiap-ing herself?

i likey this photo!

pufferfish! haha imitating some ppl

before we left, had group hugs! feel the love!
tradition to do so nowadays after each gathering
the first one was unsucessful
then the 2nd one
gl grabbed sara and i by our necks
oh man, almost died-ed

good time with em!

check out John Mayer's Continuum cd. it rocks!

vivo city opened yday! beck went and she says its HUGE
it has gloria jeans!
wee so happy!
lilian and i used to go to e one at holland
too bad it closed down :/
but now, yay!

heard from jamie the suckiest news! they're combining juniors chapel with children's chapel. all because there's apparently not enough room? that is such a silly reason la. grrr

ah, to a good week.

2006-10-06T00:16:00.000+08:00

this week has pretty much zoom pass too

mon. sch was short, jus 12 to 3.
caught stay alive with 24
not bad, 13 out of 22 ppl went!
well, stay alive was scary, but pretty forgettable ba

tues, 2 pracs in day
first prac was alright
second was discouraging >.<
and after sch till i slept, i had migraine. so unbearable, i cried
i'm starting to wonder if its smtg to worry abt cos headaches and migraines come way too often

last two days, nothing much

oh yeah, 24 is so silly lar. giving each other new names.
and when mrs ngan was marking attendance today, she actually believed that that were our other names haha.

me - lucy
sooyin - cynthia
liangjue - dorothy
hazel - helen (or hepatitis? aha)
huibing - cheryl
zo - sakunthala
jed - guni
shawn - fatimah
kenny - rosemary
guolun - sam
jiaxin - sabrina
yuan hoe - steve
suichang - jeremy

cant remember any more.

i'm still pretty slack, bah.

and i should really learn to think before i talk.

2mrw!

2006-10-01T20:21:00.000+08:00

at essential brew
abrupt ending haha

sorry, e video doesnt work sometimes

2006-09-30T14:10:00.000+08:00

decided to blog abt happier things
cos remorse is not an answer
prayer and trust is

this week went by pretty fast

i'm thankful for 24, cos honestly, school wouldnt be e way it is w/o them.
of course 04 is still impt! always!

my my, so many practicals >.<
and food micro prac calls for worry. sensor bunsen burner? argh

anyway, tues was fun!
haha well ys eugene gl and i were waiting for sara and lh in e room
and we got super high using love calculator ahahah
used to play tt in like wad, lower sec? haha
gl's brilliant idea

then when we were abt to leave, spotted lh's hp on e table and gl and i decided to keep it . so we took bus to holland (haha eugene gl and i even used her hp cam to take photos of ourselves), walked, ate and she didnt realise her phone was missing until much later. then when she did, she was pretty worried la, as anybody would be, and then we returned e hp to her, luckily she wasnt pissed ha.

had dinner at essential brews. good time with them :)

yesterday night was so silly la.

didnt get a chance to help my dad cut hair so his hair was pretty long

and becky managed to tie a ponytail with it

we couldnt stop laughing

P/S CHALET POST BELOW!

2006-09-27T19:45:00.000+08:00

i've basically been slacking the whole day/ slept for 3hrs just now

oh my i dont exactly like my timetable. wed and thurs have prac, then immediately after that there's a lecture. zzz

it's only the third day into sch, yet i've been feeling so weird every single day. i cant explain it myself.

there's so much going on.

uncle clement > lung cancer
auntie lynn > blood disorder that's uncurable
my mom > today just found out that her voice loss may be due to tb or cancer

so much going on, how come i dont feel the remorse i should?

i'm praying, yet i dont seem to be sad.

how come i'm still joking ard? how come i still can go out for e past 2 days?
and not know abt the tb or cancer till today.

i cried jus now, i dont know out of guilt or true remorse.

i dont wish for anything to hpd to any of them

i even had the intention to blog abt yday, my so called late birthday celebration with 04 ppl.
what's wrong with you, ruth yap eng luan?

maybe i will only learn the hard way.

God have mercy

thoughts

2006-09-25T01:04:00.000+08:00

it is currently a difficult time for

two of my close fairfield friends (as far as i know)
some church ppl
and even my own relatives

i dont know if i'm allowed to share this, but here goes. my uncle clement(mom's sis's husband)has terminal stage of lung cancer. doc even said, no hope.

and e worse part of this, is keeping it from jason, my cousin cos he's having prelims, than o's. and they dont want to affect him. in my point of view(from a child's view), i think he deserves to know. cos if anything unfortunate is to hpd (which i obviously do not wish to hpd), he would be very upset that he did not get to say what he wanted to to his dad or be with him at a time like this. yet from an adult's/parent's point of view, the child's welfare is more impt.

I really want to be committed in praying to Him, and more importantly, trusting that He will see them through this. I dont want to just pray about this today and forget it tomorrow or when i get caught up with my own stuff. everyone needs prayer. and i know how powerful it is.

trust and obey,

trust and obey.

'Be strong, and take courage; be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed, for the Lord thy God is with thee withersoever thou goest.' Joshua 1: 9 KJV

please lower down your noisy!

2006-09-22T15:51:00.000+08:00

back.

chalet was great! tho it wasnt SUPER fun, i'm gonna remember it for a while :)
waiting for gl's photos to blog abt it.

i can't believe school's starting already. in like 2, 3 days
so fast, one month just went by like that.
just like the 20th. poof, gone.

so silly lar, i actually forgot that mom's in kl until she called me on wed at chalet and she passed e phone to aunt susan and uncle clement. then i was like, oh yeah ar. hah

this photo cracks me up
same teeth!

chalet

2006-09-21T00:15:00.000+08:00

chalet was fun! tho it definitely felt like smth was missing this time round.
i guess it was cos some of them had to leave for genting and also, gems registration

let's see.

monday 18th

checked in pretty late, oooh i liked e bungalow we lived in. super spacious! guys got ready for bbq while girls packed water bombs. had bbq, yummy garlic bread!

halway thru, guoliang eugene (the traitor) and jed locked us out and threw water bombs from inside, we had water bombs outside la, but they packed some more. yensiang fell down while playing! but she was a brave girl, yes?

went to e pool, didnt go in initially cos i was worried that my hair would corrode. but after that, saw guoliang and eugene come out from behind e slide with a cake and they sang happy birthday. oh my wasnt expecting that, was very touched. yewchun was e first to smear me with cream, then i smeared on yensiang lihong and sooyin and e craziness begun. haha i got tired of running away so i just stood there and let sooyin and guoliang spread cream on me, cream facial mask not bad ah.

went back bathed, then played a bit of guesstures. but well, we girls were very shy to act dont know why also. intro-ed knock knock who's there, haha had fun playing that. we saboh-ed lihong and sara by leaving the room while they were blindfolded. haha e rest of us were trying so hard to control our laughter man.

eugene ar, kept losing sia

their forfeit: dance tango, haha they were super pai seh la dont dare to look at it each other.

wrapped as mummy and made to sing

yewchun's forfeit was to sing kiss goodbye and he made it his own, with like hmm and yeah ahahaa and guoliang's was to ask yensiang to be his gf haha. yensiang ar, scandal. use gl as bait only, tsk tsk. scandal scandal scandal *faster and faster

played a bit of pit, it was abt 5 6 smth in e morning already. haha lh ys and sy were singing christmas, newyear, muneru valiba muneru indrum songs to keep e guys awake, i think. then some indian guy came over and said, 'please lower down your NOISY!' AHAHA

tuesday 19th

woke up pretty early, 8 plus. yewchun was in e kitchen washing up and his latop music was on, then i called his name and he screamed/shouted. as in e look on his face, oh my haha he really kana shocked sia.

meanwhile (i like these photos)

see wad one blanket could do

registered for gems, got into etiquette yay. jed and zhijia went hme. we headed to downtown for lunch then some went cycling and some rollerblading. oooh! e last time i rollerbladed was like pri smth. so i totally forgot how to do so initially but after a while liangjue and i managed to get e momentum back, too bad it was a really short time of rollerblading. so silly lar, i almost fell down a couple of times, but nv actually fell. one of it was really silly la, i was holding a bottle in each hand and i was going to fall so i bent forward and jus threw e bottles into e air ahaha i must have looked really dumb doing so. i want to go bladding again!

then at night had bbq again. sara eugene and gl left after that. when they were about to leave, i was like " aei, group hug" and we had a group hug! that was really priceless to me la, they left then they came back again to wish me happy birthday. good friends, i'm thanful for em.

after that, e rest of us went to e pool again played knock knock who's there in e water. not long till e guard chased us out. watched a bit of tv and i went to slp at like 12 smtg. didnt want to slp that early but i was really tired la, kept waking up e night b4.

nissin rocks and super..er haha
look at the difference in expressions

wednesday 20th

checked out, headed to white sands mac for b/f, a really long train ride home didnt seem that long cos we crapped and joked a lot.

tho e chalet wasnt SUPER fun, it had its moments too la, and i'm gonna remember it for a while

3 quotes from chalet

"wanna?" - sooyin

"i say yensiang you say..." ok i shant complete it after yensiang come chopping me uppy.

"please lower down your NOISY!" - the ultimate classic

2006-09-17T00:41:00.001+08:00

oh my, what hpd to cbox?
pls recover soon!

tonight was great :)

went to bro allan's house for cantata gathering
sat ard a while, then beck and i went to andrew's room and realised all e kids were in e room listening to high sch musical songs haha. gavin is so adorable lar, singing and dancing to e songs. beck took a video of em singing e song, nice.

after that watched cantata video with e others, it was pretty cool la, was sitting ard ladies twice my age yet joking abt the silliest things. and everyone cheering and woo-ing when it came to papa and friedemann's solo parts.

then celebrated sept birthdays with aunt cris's homemade cheesecake yum!

bro allan showed us his bandah aceh video, where he went as a medic to assist during tsunami.
good lesson for us to learn abt being grateful but at the same time i was very terrified by e wounds and all that,there was one pic of a person without his/her head, wa seriously it was super ugh.

anyways,
gems registration is on tues and i havent confirmed my choices yet, argh. i dont have interest in business leh.

18-20th. 04 chalet
destination: aloha loyang

till then,

2006-09-15T11:58:00.000+08:00

yesterday's badminton was fun! not bad ar, 11 out of 18 ppl present
and e discussion for chalet was like...haha
guoliang ar, kept trying to think of another event to plan for,
like christmas, cny all that when chalet havent even plan haha he was high la
again, i stupidly played barefooted and i have nice blisters on my soles :/

after that, yewchun kenny and i went to holland for katong laksa
oh my, the gravy is so good man
bumped into huihua
and guess who we saw...DENISE KELLER! she really does turn heads.
holland is changing/has changed so much

yesterday night i felt totally weird
it wasnt very distinctive, as in what was troubling me
but i knew some part of me
felt sad that i've changed so much
sometimes to the point that i dont know myself

and i think its pretty unfortunate that at times, we learn lessons at someone else's expense,
like e opposite of a blessing in disguise

ok enough emo stuff for now

2006-09-14T09:46:00.000+08:00

the phone i'm currently eyeing on
too bad i can only get a new phone in mid oct

results turned out alright, thank You

nex sem's time table seems pretty ugh
fri, there's like...3 hr break in between
and ends at 6pm
zzz

praying for beck and mom.

2006-09-12T12:35:00.000+08:00

if i am lost for a day, try to find me

yesterday went mindcafe with 24 ppl. liangjue huibing xinyu shawn zo kenny jed.
had quite a lot of fun
played snorta, taboo, pit
the highlight was playing pit haha, we made so much noise lar

k they're probably gonna kill me for putting
this up but..they look funny!

zo's suspicious eyes

snorta and brownies (their brownies rock btw)

half time

apple came and after everything, she huibing kenny shawn and i went k. it was one of the RARE occasions where shawn wanted to k, so we went. ah super ex man at night, i had no idea until i went there. but well it was a fun time too. haha apple kept trying to sing with alot of meaning and feelings to shawn while they were duet-ing and he kept trying to avoid her by facing the wall. too bad didnt manage to capture it well with the camera.

apple's favourite pose =x

oh yeah. bumped into andrew yday. it was so funny cos i was walking beside him all e while but i only noticed that it was him when he walked ahead of me. ahaha

one more day, argh

2006-09-10T23:06:00.000+08:00

believe it or not, i actually went to watch movie with my dad haha. caught devil wears prada which to me was great. argh, was so pissed off with the guy sitting behind me, kept kicking my seat lar! zzz didnt get my hint even when i turned ard. anyway, elena and dewi were in e same hall/cinema as me, what a coincidence. nice to see em again.

yday after choir, went out with jamie. good time too. shopped a bit, and she brought me to this place called miss clarity cafe at bugis for dinner. the place is nice, the staff wear home clothes, and the food is very reasonably priced.

so sad lor, have been trying to find e best deal for the phone (nokia7370) i want, and today finally heard the worse piece of news from some starhub guy, "oh, that model ar, obsolete le" OBSOLETE leh. ah well.

two weeks of hol, just gone by like that boooo
i'll be lying if i said its been fruitful
tho its been great meeting up with friends

3 days to results

2006-09-08T11:03:00.000+08:00

dashboard confessional > as lovers go

yesterday, caught little man with sara and eugene. was supposed to catch devil wears prada but couldnt catch it in time. little man was funny la, but quite sick too! haha after that eugene went off, sara and i went to coffee bean, nice to catch up like that again :)

then went off to meet yap, chan and weixin. had cheese prata at pasir panjang, and its still as yummy as ever! then went over to wcp, finally came to our 'realisation' that there's nothing for us to do there ha. but well, i had lotsa fun. doing silly things, like running away from weixin when he went to play with dogs(AHAHA), and pretending that we lost our brother jeremy to disturb some ppl haha, chan and his brilliant ideas. nice to be able to talk serious stuff too. while in the cab with e rest, chan and i sang the 'i'm rolling, they hate it. patrolling, they try to catch me ___ and dirty..' i also dont knw what's e ____. lucky e cab driver nv scold, but then again he's some arrogant person who insulted us for not knowing how to speak proper chinese lor..

dad has 2 free movie tickets! still want to watch devil but singapore dreaming looks interesting too leh. hmm

have been having so many thoughts just running in and out of my head, some things just not necessary to think about anymore.

oh my, results in 5 days.

2006-09-06T12:16:00.000+08:00

Rest In Peace, Steve Irwin

(1962 - 2006)

2006-09-04T11:51:00.000+08:00

the cranberries - linger

yesterday was a pretty alright day.

church - choir sang, haha some of the choir ppl that sang said they felt it sounded weird. didnt notice it leh
the other ruth and i were joking about the 'yea yea and nay nay' part of the verse. i know its wrong lar, but it jus cracked me up quite a bit.

after church we went to harbour front for lunch with pastor davy and bro joe's family. that was pretty nice too. after that, ah! saw the phone i want to buy.

went hme slept and slept and slept

then went causeway pt for dad's so called dinner celebration. crystal jade's food is just yummylicious! how rare la, for my family to go to cj, hah
saw the phone again at the nokia shop! oh my, i really hope my dad allows la. i want it so badly

headache again, sleeping too much i guess.

i hope i get to watch devil wears prada!

haha i found this in my mail, think yensiang sent this to me a long time ago.
it's quite amusing la,

fairytale humour

http://www.choppy.co.kr/animation/choppy11.html

2006-09-02T00:51:00.000+08:00

i've been taken as the fool for too long
always making an effort to plan things
make sure it turns out well
hoping to see ppl happy
but ppl jus choose to back out at the very last min
or do things the way they want
i should REALLY learn to stop planning cos i dont get anything out of it, just plain disappointment, every single time
ppl ARE taking me for granted
why do i even bother? i don't even understand myself
what fun is it to go through this over and over again

waste so much $ on sms to inform ppl about this and that, and in the end? never go

i feel like shit now
i feel sorry for myself

i need to learn to be smart, for once.

let's toast it.

2006-08-30T23:01:00.000+08:00

soler - zhi jue

today was nice!

went back to fairfield to see e chers
we were early, so the 4 of us (cheng, vic, shaun and me) just sat outside the staff room
chi seng was there too.
soon, saw the teachers, talked to some of them
mr g and ms thio sat down and talked with us a bit
suddenly, out of nowhere, we were surrounded by thousands and thousands of fairsians
eager to pass their presents to their chers
i swear a stampede could have taken place

mr g popular sia, got so many gifts
heard he got like most caring teacher award
haha we were teasing him abt that

i must say, it was nice to be back there, tho it definitely feels different now.

headed to marina square after that. walked around a bit, took photos

think? hmm

i like the light thing behind us

qi came and after lunch, qi cheng and me went kbox. KBOX! oh man, have been waiting to go for some time now. fun tho it was just 3 of us, and u get to sing lots more songs than when u do with a big grp. yay! i got to sing e songs i love! haha hope they did too. too bad it was only 3 hrs long

and we took a lot of zi-pai shots ahaha. i hardly take such photos

just a few

oh my check out my eyes,
i didn't think
they looked that scary till now.
so yeah, er, don't mess with me :/

kq was with us for a short while, before we headed home

sigh, i know i can be doing so much more with my hols, its sad cos even i can feel my time wasting away like that. i'm not talking about today, having days like this are a blessing. cos when i dont have plans, i'm just at home being a couch potato.

every one is entitled to their opinions, its just sad when yours deviates from everyone else's.

2006-08-28T02:48:00.000+08:00

lene marlin > sorry

oh my i've been spending so much time on getting the blog up,
then again i have a lot of time at hand

i like the blog now :)

today was cool. got to take care of the church kids again, guide them in their craft work
and today was a bit different cos my mom went down early so i had to take care of them by myself.
so worried that ten over kids would climb over my head (literally)
but they didn't lar
they were'nt angels, but they were still in control
i won't say i'm great in taking care of them
but i really enjoy doing so
and i always take something with me from every session
sadly, i think today was the last time i got to do so

sigh i'm still coughing.
ha fri and sat i kept zao-sia-ing man.

wednesday! going back to fmss after such a looonggg time
looking forward to that quite a bit
friday! smell of rain screening (hopefully)
saturday! sentosa with 04

praying for you two

newww

2006-08-27T03:14:00.000+08:00

ah new blogskin.

still trying to figure out some things like how to put comments under each post and for the font not to be italic. *screams I NEED HELP

till now, i still can't believe that becky and i watched 5 hrs, i repeat 5 HOURS non stop of making the band 3. they were having a super marathon lar, from when they first narrowed down from thousands to 38 and all the way to the actual 5. oh man, super unhealthy.

bali thai dinner with family, beck's birthday celebration.

still feeling very weird
and i still can't figure it out
am i missing something?
cos it sure feels that way.

and i need to learn to stop suggesting,

2006-08-25T23:34:00.000+08:00

today is the first time i bought 6 birthday presents in one day.
haha but well didnt pay for all of them lar

met sara eugene guoliang and jed at town
in search of hazel huibing yewchun and linjun's presents
and i must say..the gifts loook good!
haha
hope they like it tho
yewchun's rip curl shirt tt we bought is way cool man,
has the words, THE BOMB at the back

bought beck and jamie's present too.

wow we walked for close to eight hrs man
our feet hurt like crap

gl and jed left early
after tt the 3 of us walked abit
then had dinner
at the new place that took over marche
it seems exactly like marche

i had fun today!

yday night all e way till today
've been feeling pretty down
by a combination of a lot of things
i'm supposed to be happy
since exams are over
but
i feel like i've been numbed with disappointment quite too much
from myself, from the ppl around me
i'm pretty pissed with myself too cos i let myself down so easily

and i was so upset yday with
____ and _____ for saying that they knew my planning was going to fail
even before it took place,
saying it while laughing
i was so angry cos it was the exact same two ppl that said that, that were the ones that changed their minds whenever they felt like it, yet pushing all the blame on me? how convenient
i'm not someone that just bears accusations like that
i'll know when i screw up
and i wont deny it when i do
but this time round, i believe very clearly i did what i could

ah.

2006-08-24T21:35:00.000+08:00

i've been waiting to say this...

EXAMS ARE OVER!

after todays paper went to eat at swensens ooo good meal then i really wanted to go kbox but well a lot of ppl not enough money so they played pool/ liangjue hazel and i went to watch the break up, ah it was below my expectations. not exactly a great movie to watch when ure in a good mood. ok maybe i shld have known tt since the title is break up haha

bumped into afnan and the first thing he said to me was, ruth, you've put on weight. not hello, not how are you, but that. ah well, i HAVE put on aloooottttt of weight so yeah. too bad he doesn't have e mohawk anymore, didnt get to see it then,

ah stupid stupid sore throat, my voice is like crap now.

so the mom seriously wants me to get a job. i want to lar, i jus dont know where to start looking.

freedom/

maybe/

2006-08-22T14:21:00.000+08:00

one more! just one more!
yay :)

qaas was pretty alright. first exam which was 3hrs long.

oh yeah, i realised smtg yday night. exam period brings out the zombies in us. huh? wad the watermelon is ruth saying. well i realised yesterday i was doing past yr papers and all, it was like paper after paper revise revise revise its like after a while i didnt even know what i was doing. ok, maybe zombie is a wrong word. but like a bit on a spell leh.

and also, i realised how difficult it is to plan outings for 24 cos its like..i dont even know how to explain it. not trying to compare or what, but times with 04 was always, or most of the time spontaneous. someone mentions watch movie and the next thing you know, we've bought tickets.

was kinda agreed that thurs after last paper 24 we'll go out and like celebrate, and now its left hanging to not sure and stuff. zzz

ok , this is a super naggy and complain post.

oh mirror in the sky,
what is love?
can the child within my heart rise above
can i sail through the changing ocean tide
can i handle the seasons of my life?

well i've been afraid of changing
cos i built my life around you
but time makes bolder
children get older
i'm getting older, too

dixie chicks - landslide

kooky

2006-08-19T07:57:00.000+08:00

lost prophets > rooftops

woke up at 6 plus today and its a saturday! haha well i slept pretty early yday.

2 papers done. 2 more to go.
fdcheb's going to be crazy, remembering the names of e food dyes(mind you, the names are reallllllllly long) and everything.

maths was bad. chem eng was slightly better than maths, thankfully. worried for maths, tho.

one more week, jus need to keep telling myself that.

real weird, i can only load photos in small sizes.

overdue from fireworks

birthday boys

jed's head on huibing's body

kenny with his present

my miming partner :)

look at the freakos behind sigh

24 and 06 unite

study study study

2006-08-16T23:06:00.000+08:00

on a lighter note, i really (multiply by a million gazillions) want to get one of this phones. i knoe theyre not e latest models but oh my so nice. esp the middle one :) but of course, its ex lar.

truth.

2006-08-14T20:45:00.000+08:00

jojo > too little too late

my goodness, mugging period is the most unhealthy time ever.
eat sleep study eat sleep study and e occasional tv
you should see my tummy now,
its jiggggggggglllllllllyyyyyyy

i've been pretty pessimistic about doing well for this exams, and its obviously not helping.

pls pray for my mom,
she went for a scan today
and e right side of her voice box's not functioning well
she hasnt regained her voice since like 3wks ago
we all thought it was e normal sore throat
and e doc says if they dont find a cure for this
it may be permanent

i think my mom's trying to b strong
so we wont be affected
but its hard not to worry

everything hpds for a reason

sometimes things like this hpd to us and we question God why
i'm not saying my mom is doing so
tho me of little faith has had tt thought enter my mind at least once

we talk everyday w/o any effort at all
i cant even imagine how frustrating it is for her

really hoping for e best for exams

let us be filled with guilt, then.

2006-08-11T16:47:00.000+08:00

pan wei bo - bu de bu ai

had gems test jus now, hopefully it'll be alright.

tues was fun!

it was kind of sucky at first cos my mood got spoilt even before i could reach marina. i have eugene, lihong and sara to thank for cheering me up.

waited so long for e bus to e steamboat place but decided not to in e end, so went to billy bombers. laughed alot over there

then when to see fireworks. eugene, jed, sara and i got separated from the grp. but apparently we had a better view haha. oh my there was reallly A LOT of people, in fact alot is an understatement, or underword aiyah. so crowded we had to hold on to each others bags for fear of splitting up. but when i was watching the fireworks, squeezing thru all those ppl and bearing the smell of smoke ( i couldn't imagine how ppl could b so inconsiderate, to smoke when there's so many ppl around) was all worth it.

apple and shawn came, then gl's classmates too.
while singing happy birthday to eugene and kenny with the cake and everything,
jeddy sprayed eugene with whipped cream and haha they started running ard e suntec fountain like pri sch kids haah

i cant seem to load e photos dang

wed's my first paper. really hope i mug hard man

2006-08-08T08:46:00.000+08:00

our last few days of slacking before serious chionging

went to watch click with some 24 ppl, everyone should catch this movie. i think i would have a better impression of e movie if not for being super urgent to go to e toilet >.< honestly i thot my bladder was going to burst. eeew but yeah. sooyin and i were controlling all e way man.

failed jump shot hai

went to newton for dinner, check out who was sitting behind us! oh my *startstruck

haha i dont know his name, but he's the channel 8 actor who acted as weixiang in e recent 9pm show woot! sigh we were so obvious about it lar

after that kenny and i went to meet guoliang, eugene, sara and yensiang at ps to celebrate e last few hrs of eugene's bdae with him. young yap was there too.
we jus sat at the steps outside ps and talked about everything and serious stuff too, about after graduation and stuff.

we waited at je platform with kenny until it turned 12, then we sang happy birthday for him there. lucky there wasnt too many ppl around. but tt was nice.

tonight.

2006-08-07T01:19:00.000+08:00

we think we know who we are,
we have no idea
we think we know what's best for ourselves
we have no clue
we think we can always justify our actions
we don't know a thing

reflect reflect relect

2006-08-05T11:07:00.000+08:00

dixie chicks > landslide

everybody's saying how nice 'click' is! i want to watch! hope i'll get to

i'm finally feeling the very much necessary oh-the-exams-are-here feeling, but sitting down and getting a lot of revision done, is another thing.

i'm weird lar, i tell myself i can't study at home where everyone is ard, watching tv and stuff. so i go to sch, isolate myself at some corner at e library, where there's really noo one. and then i after a few hrs, i start to feel lonely. haha ah these things are not impt

i know somewhere deep down inside me, i want to do well (trust me its not as naturally present for me than it is for alot of ppl), but discipline is still quite a problem.

still have my last gems test this coming fri, analysing In the Mood for Love, by Wong Kar Wai.
featuring Maggie Cheung and Tony Leung. this whole analysising thing is no joke, it's honestly the toughest thing i've had to ever do. and i suck at it. the thing abt this gems is its interesting and i do watch a movie differently now, paying attention to alot more things, but doing well, or even barely making it is a challenge.

i'm a hypocrite aei? ah crap

maybe later,

2006-08-03T14:47:00.000+08:00

today's official last day of sch, tho we have to go back nex week too.

celebrated the august birthdays jus now, 6 to be exact.
haaha lotsa fun. played a bit of zhou ji mi ma also.

happy birthday!

ms toh treated us all to mcflurry!

eee zo dig nose..

i'm like so out of e group huh.

24!

dad bought us a laptop yay! haha an acer aspire 5600.

watched lakehouse on mon with guoliang, sara, eugene, liangjue and hazel. tho it was just 6 of us, i had fun. maybe sometimes, or most of e time, i find it more fun in a small group. lakehouse was well.. pretty unrealistic, but it was heart wrenching at some parts. i like e cinemas at marina square :)

can't believe we're planning smth on such a large scale. last yr 04, this yr 24 and 06. its close to 40 over ppl going to see fireworks. and they dont knoe each other. want to combine to celebrate eugene and kenny's bdae and also for everyone to get to knoe more ppl. but its going to be a-k-w-a-r-d

sometimes i think i'm damn selfish already, but there will always be ppl to surprise you.

oh yeah, i realise nobody comments anymore.
i am a lonely blogger.
anyone wants to make friends
feel free to text 'i am lonely too' to
9-we-are-lonely-lonely-people

=x

2006-07-30T18:49:00.000+08:00

cake > i will survive

church was fun today!

led songs for e first time at j.c. ah, i was super nervous man. no one threw rotten tomatoes at me so i guess it was ok.

after that went to help my mom lead e primaries class, cos she lost her voice. it was super impromptu lar. they are so guai, even e boys sit down and do their craftwork.

currently surviving on beck's com. hope we'll get a new one soon.

ooo this week is last week of school. and i can't wait for sat..FIREWORKS! woot!

ah i like this photo! cool mirrors at swensens

yes sir!

i think its unfortunate
that i started thinking about everything again

when will this mad rush end?

2006-07-29T00:13:00.000+08:00

keane > is it any wonder

sigh i'm typing this for a second time.

this week proved to be madness, i'm finally breathing now.

ifpd presentation on tues was fun tho. every group had its special smth. haha we did our chic choc marshy song. jeddy with the guitar, me with my saga seeds shaker, kenny and sooyin clapping along.

yesterday was crazy. was typing my report when e monitor decided to die on me. we carried with much difficulty, the other monitor in, only to realise tt it was spoilt too. zzz had to retype quite alot of stuff and it was already pretty late, and i had not finished studying for today's test which btw, turned out like crap. well, i broke down lar. i always crack under stress, whether anot i like it

anyhoos, beck got herself an electric acoustic guitar e other day.
rach flew to hk today, for holiday, super shiok
i got a replacement for my mp3, foc. woot

haha found this using becky's com

last yr, after watchnight

hope pvp goes well tomorrow,

2006-07-22T09:24:00.000+08:00

ashlee simpson > invisible

this is probably the first ashlee simpson i've had on loop. it's super stuck in my head.

yesterday's presentation was good. and so soon and i'm gonna have another presentation on tues.

nex week is crazzzzzyyyyy. 2 test, 2 reports, 1 presentation. ARGH madness.
2nd year is way crazier than i expected.

can't believe tomorrow's church anniversary, as in it doesn't really feel like it. haven't been to choir for close to 1 month now, and we're singing 2mrw. ah

flashback to last yr's anniversary

our allgirls group item, oh wait, there was caleb playing e piano too!

you think you know who you are, you have no idea - crash

2006-07-19T21:35:00.000+08:00

jack's mannequin > dark blue

this week was like 'get back test results' week. some were ok, some were not so ok. >.<

so embarrassing . didn't see e small drain and i missed my step, and some what fell down in front of all my new classmates. super unglam

bumped into chester and thng! haven't seen them for quite some time now. got to chat with them a bit. thng had quite a bad fall, has bruises here and there.

something really stupid happened today. it was raining really heavily and rainwater was like flowing from some pipe thing above e roof and hitting the pathway. so we had to squeeze through that narrow walkway. it was already so akward squeezing through strangers when this guy whom we don't know suddenly screamed (super high pitch)/ i don't know why but we all laughed, he and his friends and us. wa lao i screamed too lar.

it feels like every single day there is smth to learn about someone.
some thing good, some thing bad
and sometimes the bad ones are scary
and it's funny cos ur impression of someone will initially be this, then e nex moment they start to do smtg totally unexpected, and you'll be like, aei?

suey

2006-07-15T09:11:00.000+08:00

abba > mama mia

i woke up really early today, like seven smtg, weird.

this week has been the suey-est of all suey weeks. (hmm is it suey? or suei? or suay? ah nvm)
i know i'm not supposed to believe in luck and stuff, but it really felt like alot of things hpd when i least expected them to.
k its not luck, its the fact that i'm not commiting my life to God the way i should.

i know it's unhealthy to write it all down, but well, it makes me feel better to let it all out.

-the connection thing that drove me crazy

-my mp3 thumb drive spoiling, which means i'm gonna have e same songs inside for a very loooong time

-my dad and i share a hp charger ( cos mine is spoilt too ah) and sometimes he brings it to work on night shift so i survive on one bar or just no phone

-the sensor on the sch library door is a bit faulty, so the other day i walked right up and expected the door to open but it didn't. and worse still, there was a group of ppl behind me. so naturally, i pretended to walk ard looking at e library announcement board haha. then i realise the librarians were standing outside and when the door finally opened, i ran in. ah loser act

-this one, ah close shave. yesterday morning, it was raining really heavily but no choice, had to go sch. so i was crossing the road and about to step onto the divider in e middle of the road, when this lorry drove by and all e water was about to splash on me. i didn't want to get wet, so i actually stepped back. i didn't even look to see if there were cars coming in my direction. so yes, i could have gotten hit. thankfully, there weren't any vehicles at tt time.

yesterday was last chem eng prac. so the guys climbed up those high processing ladder things(they're really high) and its even funnier when it was the guai-er boys in class who suggested doing so.

wed was a lot of fun. in fact, fun would be an understatement.

haha kbox. we sang lots of oldies, esp abba songs! haha we did agogo(or however u spell it) dance moves, and guoliang was the dancing king! haha. we were super high man, running around the kbox table with hands held on each other's shoulders. kallang waves and stuff.

ahah me dancing! a rare sight in public

and dinner at swensens. eugene sara and ruilin came,

ah good food

sara sara sara

the effect of this photo is super nice! yensiang, birthday girl!

i hope there will be more of such things to come!

just let me rant.

2006-07-14T00:32:00.000+08:00

i honestly don't like the fact

- that my thumb drive is spoilt and i had to wake my sis up to borrow hers cos i need it urgently.
- that i have two coms but they are of no use when the internet connection decides to go kuku on me
- that the router is nothing but trouble

seriously. the connection thing has been pissing me off for e past few days, esp when i need to do my reports and data sheets. my printers down, i can't save my work on my thumb drive, i can't send it to my mail cos the connection's down. so yeah, its tt frustrating.

2006-07-11T09:19:00.000+08:00

bird york > in the deep

i'm not sure why
but yesterday i was soooo tired
i slept
and slept
and slept
fortunately sch starts at 2 today.

the flu's still here
oh, my poor nose

had a sudden impulse to put up this photos.
turns out my old com didn't die, so my photos are still around :>

oct chalet, this was probably the craziest time taking photos, we were soaking wet!

crs presentation day

last day of school. ah i miss fairfield, really i do

mr ganesan's birthday

hommies haha

cny day

tomorrow! ah, can't wait

praying for you, beck

tissues = best friend

2006-07-08T01:00:00.000+08:00

mcfly > i've got you

sore throat and running nose, how nice.

today has been a roller-coaster day for me. high during lunch, depressed during gems, better after chem eng.

gems teacher gave us back our written assignments and by the way the teacher called my name with that disappointed yet killer look, i knew it was bad. i just didn't think it was going to be THAT bad. the tears were so ready to roll down my cheeks, i tell you. but well, i controlled. zo tried to be encouraging, kept asking me if i was alright, and to cheer up. guess i needed it. i think it was a wake up call for me.

chem eng, was so worried to get back another shitty test (it would very much be double tragedy if it happened), but managed to scape thru.

for some time now, everytime i've had a terrible day, i would do smth to pamper myself or do smtg i like, to escape from reality temporarily. ( not that that's the ideal solution, tt's just how i solve my stuff). today was no exception. caught just my luck at cineplex. haha we practically ran to the cinema cause we were running late but we manage to reach in time. good storyline. i didn't know they were gonna feature so much of mcfly.

and guess who i saw working at new urban male!
andrew cai! (apparently its old news)
haha nice bumping into him

hmm cineplex is nice. tho most of the stuff's not up yet, it has this very different feel.

oh yeah, today's prac was pretty fun. made bread from scratch and we got to make muffins with the rest of the dough. flashback to fnn days man.

this past two weeks has been super rushed, i'm glad it's finally slowing down a bit.
i don't know if anyone ever enjoys this kind of pace, but i guess its a matter of getting used to
and i honestly dun feel great that i'm screwing up my tests.
i do know i'm trying, its just very far from enough.

it's times like these i wish i could feel as free as i did that day
at sentosa

let's waste time, chasing cars

2006-07-06T16:12:00.000+08:00

oasis > champagne supernova

k, this week has been crazy and i'm glad it ends 2mrw.

've screwed up 2 test so far and i'm not proud of it. their actually the kind tt one can do really well if u did study. both test, i 'rushed studied' e day before so of course all e info was mixed up. last min studying doesn't get you anywhere. i dun really want to get e test papers back leh

sensory evaluation on tues was quite an experience in itself. it felt really fast paced and i think tt was the thrill of it.

the only part i didn't enjoy was when each of us had to go up to the whiteboard and rank the other groups. our group got ranked 3 out of 4, not tt great but i'm satisfied with it. i think our actual doing of e product wasnt very good, but both teachers like our idea. :) hah the day before e evaluation we were at kenny's place making e product till eleven plus at night. really have to thank kenny's mom for opening her house so many times.

have been wearing contacts for close to four months now, but every single time i wear them, i get a really bad headache and it sucks esp when i'm in sch. really have to go back to tt place one day.

bumped into james today, on the bus. at first i thot the conversation was gonna be akward since i dun know him that well, but it wasn't really.

ooo! can't wait for next wed! kbox and dinner to celebrate yensiang's birthday!

2006-07-02T00:54:00.000+08:00

contrary to what i said about world cup previously,

it's only when i really got to watch it myself,
that i understood why people talk about it
the way they do

2006-06-30T23:58:00.000+08:00

kelly clarkson > where is your heart

this song's currently stuck in my head.

ah, first week didn't turn out very well.
slept for really short hours everyday.

had a super shitty test today, and it feels like crap when u've prepared so much for it (i know i did), but it still turned out like rubbish. everyone felt super lousy after the test.

probably the only good thing i can remember is yday at prac. haha fd cheb prac is probably the only time we can have so much fun doing silly things while waiting.

my lecturer's gonna be on news radio 93.8 tomorrow. cos of the mint bread invention thing

and mom came home from thailand sick. meh

ah well.

ecp/stayover

baolong and junjie. think they're pretty nice ppl cos
they still say hi in sch

goodbye hometeam ns

failed jump shot

it's when you tell yourself you can't, that you really can't.

surviving without the mom

2006-06-28T20:02:00.000+08:00

the veronicas > nobody wins

it's only the third day into the week but i've realised 3 scary truths about myself.

1) i may actually have quite a serious problem waking up by myself, i have to depend on my family members to do so. and wad hpd yday morning was scary and i don't wish for it to happen again. i wonder what will happen when i start working.

leaving notes on the main door

2) i'm turning quite deaf. ppl have to repeat themselves at least 3 to 4 times before i can understand what they are saying. i dont think the music to the ears is that loud leh.

3) i've become dumber and blond-er, self-explanatory.

bumped into jed yday(yes you, not the other one :p). he gave me quite a scare from behind and i was so afraid to turn ard cos i didn't know who it was! haha

today during milk class haha, quite a few of us started chanting "POSTPONE TEST! POSTPONE TEST!" ( i have a feeling i was the only female tt was doing so, oops) well, we got what we wanted(test postpone), but not exactly. nex wed's a school hol, cos it's graduation day. and my teacher had to put the test on tt day. well she already had this all planned before we started chanting. so i guess it's mixed feelings cos its a hol, but..we have a test. bleh

guoliang keeps using the word 'up'. like er you very up, the way you eat very up, the way you fold your jeans very up, to everybody. i have no idea what's 'up' with that.

nex week's gonna be crazy, there's smtg impt every day.

may be going kbox nex thurs with 24! yipee!

you know how easy it is to gossip.
but i think we hardly realise tt as easy as it is for us to talk about other ppl, ppl are talking about us too.

2006-06-27T00:36:00.000+08:00

death cab for cutie > the sound of settling

first day was well, pretty slack.
24 is quite crazy too lar, silly jokes here and there.

k smth haha happened today
jed made zo opened the classroom door when there was still another class inside. when zo realised, he said sh*t you lar! to jed very loudly. then after a while, the female lecturer, who is probably in her 50s, came out and had this confused look on her face, and she said..'sh*t me?'..and her whole class laughed. i was actually quite surprised she (jokingly) said that but it jus shows tt there are moderately cool lecturers ard too.

mom's going to thailand 2mrw with some of the full time staff. hope they have a safe flight.
i'm supposed to be happy for my mom going overseas(tho it isn't exactly vacation) but she's unfortunately the only person tt can wake me up. i'm a bit worried tt i might b late for sch for e nex few days. ah, dependence.

hello, cup noodles and laundry.

please pass the cheese, thank you so much ah choo excuse my sneeze

2006-06-22T18:56:00.000+08:00

the click five> good day

wow i've been out alot this week but i must say, i had FUN.

watched she's the man on mon. nice show, good storyline. i'm still puzzled as to why there were some parts where everyone was laughing so hard(including hazel and liangjue) and i didn't laugh. (did i really not get the joke? *blond alert >.<)

tue-wed. went to meet guoliang and the rest at ecp and they were like 2 hrs late lar. so meanwhile, four of us played zigity ha. then some of us cycled while some rollerbladed. by the time we finished dinner it was close to ten. so we decided to stay over. eugene had super embarrassing moment. he stank quite badly after ecp and everyone stayed away from him haha. his shirt material lar. back at chalet played card games and jeddy intro-ed this game called 'cash and caught'. very interesting game! requires strategy and all. we played tt for a while. we slept like less than an hr and we had to check out. i had a lot of fun in tt two days, despite what hpd before that. got to know their classmates, baolong and junjie who are pretty friendly ppl.

slept for a really short while and had to get up for ifpd project at kenny's place. hmmm our product didn't come out very successful tho. i think it was pretty cool tt four of us ate dinner with his parents at the coffee table while watching tv.

today. did meat project, its probably the first time i've had six other project group members. after tt we went to watch scary movie 4(yes, 2 movies in one week. ah, guilt), which was a super spontaneous idea. oh man, i laughed so hard, it's really super funny. but i guess its not tt worth watching at the cinema.

24 at bbq:

homework homework homework.

2006-06-20T12:26:00.000+08:00

i'm in a damn sucky mood now.
and i believe i have every right to feel this way,
so don't freaking judge me now, i'll appreciate that.

i should learn from this,
to never plan stuff again
why do i even freaking bother?
i really wonder

plan already,
ppl say ok, on, go
then last min say oh i have smtg on, i jus remember
seriously i hate pang seh ers

and i thot tt everything was alright
then today. shit hpd again
and i have to keep msging everybody abt changes
my bill is seriously gonna be damn high this time

either my planning seriously suck
or ppl can be damn uncooperative

i'm really damn tired of planning.

rrrandom.

2006-06-18T22:54:00.000+08:00

anna nalick > wreck of the day

sigh i've been eating so much this hols that i fear this bulge might explode one day.

so many things went on in church today :>
family camp item, church choir, bro ronnie tay's sharing, guys item and presentation of gifts to the dads. haha when qinglong(first time father-to-be) went up to the front(after much coaxing), everyone cheered for him. awww
wow, bro ronnie tay's sharing moved me to tears.
one year ago, he got into a bad accident and was in coma for 5 days. and when he woke up, doc said his chances of surviving was 50-50. church has been praying for him ever since and he's on the road to recovery(slowly but surely). God's miracle.

i was sitting beside ruth and pam and oh my, their freakiness were switched to full mode today man haha.

1 more week of hols. i have a lot of catching up of work to do.
a bit scary, yday had this sudden want to chiong all my hw. TOO BAD IT WAS SHORTLIVED.

still contemplating if i should go for their chalet. i'm more to the no cos theyre going cycling! and i worry that history will repeat itself. i don't think i can afford to get injured again. then again, if i don't go now, then its gonna take a longer time to rid my fear of getting on a bike again.

done by derrick

if not for today, will there be a tomorrow?

save yourself.

2006-06-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

snow patrol > you're all i have

yesterday had bbq with 24. think it went pretty well.

monkey was fun, at first only a few of us played then majority of the class soon joined in.

we played running scissors paper stone and ms toh played too!

the highlight for me was when so many of us squeezed into the back of yiwen's dad's pickup. oh man, free aircon. we did kallang waves and sang songs heh

too bad my cam batt died real early.

the ppl tt are always ready to crack jokes

zoey and jeddy(ah, the background looks so fake)

argh my nose is peeling like crap.

other sentosa photos :>

youth camp:

our failed jump shot

i don't even know how to explain how i've been feeling lately.
i've had fun these past couple days, yet smth feels weird.
feels as though the light bulb inside me has fused.
and smth inside me died
think i've seen and heard too much recently.

and i think it kinda sucks when conversations are all about world cup and u have no clue what's going on.

officially chaota-ed/

2006-06-13T11:08:00.000+08:00

funeral for a friend > history

saying yesterday was fun would be an understatement. :)

sentosa is so different now. then again, the last time i was there was last june. err

initially i thot things were gonna go heywire for me cos i was supposed to meet the west ppl at 9(i even planned this time lar) and i woke up at 8.54. so i rushed like mad and my pits were raining cats and dogs. ok, you didnt need to know that :s

God answers prayers. it was raining a lot the past few days so i prayed(till the extent of begging) that it wouldn't rain on mon, and it didn't! very unfortunately, it was too hot that we couldn't play for a while(you could crack an egg and it would cook instantly) and we all got pretty burnt.

played captain's ball with gl's friends who were there too. that was fun.

ultimate frisbee was crazy.

i got pretty pissed off cos of some stuff which kinda spoilt my mood a bit. thank goodness it was ok after tt.

had sakae. 100 dollars over lar :/

after sakae, we didn't want to go home yet so we went to find things to do. we landed up at siloso and took photos at the siloso words thingy.

and the tram bus driver was like super high lar. he kept saying, OH MY DOG! dunno for what also.

we saw a bball court ahead and we played for a while. oh man, i laughed so hard there. so many silly acts.

on our way back. heard from my friends tt some racist argument broke out between and indian national and a s'porean chinese in her 50s. i knew there was a commotion going on but i didn't know wad it was abt, until they told me. racist lady, jus know tt your comment is gonna stay with that man forever.

AH WELL.

photos.

li hong wearing eugene's jersey, which was really big on her

eugenia and me

i like this photo! i dont know why, but i like it

girls

one of the thousand zi-lian photos taken

meeting shawn later to discuss bbq stuff. the bbq's like 2mrw and we're discussing today.
uh oh.

beck and mom are at church camp. it's amazing how becky came back real late on sat but was off to camp yday.

o
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tom.

2006-06-11T15:28:00.000+08:00

wang li hong > forever love

beck is back! :)

by the time we got home it was two plus in the morning. becky bought gifts for everyone and lots of niceee clothes.

and a mtv shirt! i screamed when i saw it.

i've had freaky things hpd since wed. i hope there won't be any today.

sigh i really hope it doesn't rain tomorrow.

tom, the name of my wound

it's very minor but i realised that the meat tt is usually under the nail is now visible.
see the red thing there, yupe that's e meat

i'm weird eh. i name my wounds and take photos of em
*psycho grin

you owe me an iou.

2006-06-09T11:31:00.000+08:00

Josh Groban > To Where You Are

youth camp was a lot better than i expected, minus the 2 not-so-good things tt hpd

the food was gr8! it wasn't even like camp food
like today morning, breakfast. saw different types of cereals and choco milk on the table and i was pretty surprised/shocked.
went on second day of camp, so i guess i missed quite a bit.
enjoyed the discussions, the fellowship, the laughter, the silly things we did, the silly things ppl thirty plus of age do.
the knock knock, who's there game was super funny!

bbq was fun. and oh how can i forget the bombing.
was dave's birthday yday and i thot tt we shld saboh him. but tim kept delaying it, (now i know why!) cos apparently, it nv really seemed like e right time. so we were standing in a circle playing number game, and when kelvin was making announcement(it was all planned!) , we all turned to look at him, and tim bombed david. but we all kana lar. in the bomb--mainly satay sauce, chilli sauce, ketupat. >.< and after tt tim still could bomb me with a normal bomb.

the kingdom ppl kept saying i have menopause. cos i'm high one mo', low the next. and i have this scratch on my thigh and they said i cut myself :/

the two not-so-good things tt hpd

1) jus a few hrs into camp, played soccer barefooted. and i think my big toe scratched again the concrete. so the toe nail chipped quite badly. realised i'm quite injury-proned bleah.

2) oh my gosh. this is going to stay with me for a while.

we were playing cards at night, and yes, we were rather noisy. all of a sudden, loud banging on the door. this guy tt stays there, said the other campers complained abt the noise. so we said ok. and when we closed the door, the other ruth said he looked like the man from the incredible tales episode the day b4( i really regret watching it, esp when it was filmed at the place 04 always go for chalet). and immediately, he banged on the door again. and i started freaking out. told us to off the lights and go to slp. so after we switched off the lights, dave and i moved the curtain to see if he was still outside and when we looked, he was standing there staring at us. and i semi-screamed. and immediately he started KICKING the door(i honestly don't know why he had to kick the door lar) this is the part my heart was so closed to popping out, i was really freaked out and i'm sure everyone else was. so we had no choice to open and he said, who is in charge among you all. and no one among us was in charged. he told us to report to him the next morning(which we didn't). i was so scared i almost cried. nv in my life have i had to deal with smth like this. we all couldnt slp lar

someone went to mess up my juke blog. i was listening to it jus now, and there were songs i don't even know.

next week, sentosa with 04, 24 bbq :D
i can't wait for sentosa! haven't been there for a yr now.
hopefully the toe heals by then. (got to think of a name for the wound! HA)

oh yeah, hi FELICIA LUM!

yinc logo on camp tee

SBBC Youth Camp 2006
Arise and Build

pray hold me excused.

2006-06-05T16:28:00.000+08:00

Concave Scream > Driven

is today not my day?
what's that voice in my head?

just came back from handing in formal report. I'M SO GLAD IT'S OVER.

friday was a really long day. the night before i had only three hrs of slp, rushing gems report. had prac, then gems. gems, learnt pretty cool stuff like different camera shots, over shoulder shots, wide and long shots.

after pbl, booboo, liangjue, hazel, soo yin and me rushed to tiong to catch over the hedge. IT'S A MUST WATCH! the best cartoon i've watched in a while. it would have been a lot better if i wasn't so tired.

then we headed to town to meet the rest. ah 04. they were late! so we had dinner at 9 plus. we had a hard time looking for the crystal jade at taka and when we reached we had to wait for seats.

so while waiting..

i love this photo! (: my current wallpaper

crystaljade-ing

sara vs yew chun for freaky face..*drum roll...SARA WINS!

after that we did jump shots again. at first it was pretty unsuccessful. but sara yew chun and i did it! ah the jump shots are so unglam.

we went to use the 'runway' and we got chased away/our bad

cool stuff. the lead guy from superband's shi nuo bi( or wdv their name is) studies at sp.

hah the entire of last week, sooyin, kenny and i kept singing national day songs and nursery rhymes. our favourite..

'because in Singapore, Singapore
our hearts are big and wide you'll find
because in Singapore, Singapore
you'll find happiness
for everyone'

haha the other day, before prac we were singing and snapping our fingers to this song. zo and shawn joined in! zo went to take the burette and used it like a saxaphone! doing the whole kenny g thing. suddenly soo yin stopped singing and nudged me, i looked up and realised ms toh was staring at us. and we both screamed. ha she scares me sometimes; she smiles while criticising you. besides that she's a really nice person.

so this week's e-learning week. in all honesty, i've already gotten into holiday mood. ah well i will have to try to finish most of my e-learning stuff by thurs cos going for youth camp then.
no one forced me into going, yet i have my doubts abt being there. it's pretty ironic, i feel the most invincible in church, the place i've been to since i was a baby. i dun really fit anywhere in church. ah weeellll

the last time i counted becky-coming-home days, it was like 20 over days. now it's like...

5 more days!

BECKY! we are already waiting with wide open arms. no butterflies, yes?

don't you think we all wish we knew better?

2006-05-27T14:19:00.000+08:00

my com's down and this coming week's probably the worst time for this to happen. using my mom's church com now.

this week went by realllly fast. and next week is probably gonna be hell.

yesterday was a pretty long day.

first of, prac in the morning. four hours. tiring and sweating, massaging gluten for an hour long. and i felt rather demoralised when my teacher looked at my kneaded dough and said, 'ruth, (then shakes head) your kneading is not good'. at that moment i wish i wasn't a fnn student then. BUT SHE WAS WRONG! haha mine turned out to be the better ones teehee.

after that gems, watched finish american beauty. had group discussion with liangjue, zo and his friend. and when this other group stood up to share, i think almost everyone was surprised cos their analysis was like, deep. zo passed the paper back to me and said, throw away. in a joking manner cos ours was like surface analysis.

then liangjue came over to watch forrest gump for gems. after tt we rushed to meet booboo, kenny hazel and sooyin at dover and headed to expo for food fair. wow i swear 1/3 of singapore's population was there. tasted some new products and stuff for our assignment and after tt we sat outside the foodcourt and crapped alot. even on our way back we crapped and crapped. ha i laughed a lot yday night.

i'm actually beginning to like my new class quite a bit.

next week. i really hope i can survive it.

2006-05-18T17:30:00.000+08:00

yesterday was my first time to kbox with 04. previously, i've always said no to kbox. haha i don't know what made me go actually.

lihong yensiang sooyin huibing ronghui linjun guoliang eugene and me.

it was really fun! we sang alot of songs and initally i didn't dare to sing. but i did after that. i think we all got really high at like the last part, doing fast and slow kallang waves(the slow motion ones were really funny), screaming 'tell me what makes a man' by westlife, everyone singing to avril lavigne's my happy ending.

lihong's la bamba song that got everyone cracking and east coast you bouncing right, west coast you shaking right haha

i'm quite sure i've not laughed so much in a day before.

we got reminded like 3 to 4 times tt our time was up but we didn't leave until the 4th time. haha we couldn't get enough of it.

after tt we went for dinner and it was left with 6 of us. and we talked till pretty late. tt was a good time too.

duet

acting cute

2 lame things tt hpd so far this week

- junior chapel on sun. someone requested for Joy to the World in hope of being funny and we actually sang it. so yes, a christmas carol in May.

- yesterday during milk lesson. teacher gave us a true or false worksheet to work on. sooyin ronghui and i came up with this game where we had to guess whether the answers were true or false before checking the answer. and i was the one in charge of checking the answers. i was sitting between them and i got so stressed by the game i felt like vomitting :/ and ronghui was like, 'er ruth, i think you stop playing for a while, you really look like ure gonna vomit' hah

i realised smtg.

i think i look forward to having fun more than aiming for good grades/ that's an unfortunately drastic change

2006-05-16T11:20:00.000+08:00

it was okay for me to cry about this then
now, it's just pathetic.