classmates came over today.
playing zigity
guys
yensiang, huibing
played this other game/ our forfeit was to take photos acting cute.
yew chun
guoliang had to do 16 shots! i kept laughing at him while taking the photos
and he was like, change photographer! haha
just a few
lost was..oh boy. first episode and it's so confusing already.
and i hope this makes your day, beck.
:D
maybe someday i'll see things the way you did.
♥ we have changed but we're still the same ;
so i'm stuck at home. and i'm bored to death.
the tv's the new best friend.
my wound feels very numb now. gross
oh yeah, i gave my wound a name. he's bob.
and i'll tell you again that i'm not weird.
i finished 22 antibiotics! i just need to get another 18 down. zzz
think i got into food tech! i need a confirmation tho.
talked to tim w. like after two years or so.
i remember my dad dancing to a pussycat dolls song and telling me who the lead singer is when mtv was on. last time i checked he's 52. look who's keeping in line with his kids. haha
lost season two. i'm waiting for you.
sheesh i AM talking weird.
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it just hit me
that i may not be ready
to plan a sec5 gathering
of any sort
thought i could jus push this thought aside
and see what happens on that day
but i'm clearly not ready.
sheesh, not sure what i'm gonna do.
♥ we have changed but we're still the same ;
just came back from polyclinic, doc says its abrasion and slight infection. and i freaked out when the nurse looked at my wound and said, "why your wound become like this?" and i was thinking to myself. ah, thanks
was pretty upset with my mom for being so insistent that i didn't need to see a doc, even at the point before we entered the clinic.think she needed to hear what the doc said.
sigh. have to eat 2 antibiotics 4 times a day. i have a problem with eating med in capsules.
truth be told, think i screwed my own wound lar. cos even tho i got injured, i still moved around alot instead of sitting down and resting. guess i didn't want to make a big fuss about it and make ppl sympathise with me during chalet.
guess i'm still feeling quite bummed about the injury and the results. but yday night i think God allowed me to realise smtg: that things could be a lot worse than it is.
1) i could have fallen and hit my head or hand, which would be far worse than injuring the knee
2) results could be worse
anyhow, CHALET WAS STILL A BLAST!
best i've had in a while.
first day, bbq-ed, after that we played 'zhou ji mi ma' and the person who guessed the number got bombed by everyone else. while we were preparing water bombs, we agreed that we won't bomb each other before the game. but yew chun was a real kuku, he bombed me when i bend down to put a water bomb. we ran out of water bombs after that game, and i taught it would be fun if we played running scissors paper stone. haha had fun playing that and I screamed like mad.
second day, went cycling was pretty fun, till it happened. haha won't go into detail about what happened. ah wells. guess its a wake up call for me too.
the classmates have been really nice about it. asking me how's the leg and all. thank God for yc who helped me with the dressing and rh who sent me back.
then we took silly shots. haha we were supposed to jump at the count of 3 but most of us landed before that. except er yah, eugene.
second try. haha not ver successful. was making fun of yc that his pants looked like it was gonna split
after that we played w sparkles. then taboo. haha super fun.
then guoliang, yew chun, jed, eugene, sara, yen siang, li hong and me were in the room and we talked for a while. haha had a good laugh.
on our way back. played taboo on the train haha i think the people around us were like listening and laughing too.
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yen siang
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li hong and sara
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us.
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sigh i'm gonna miss them tho it's only been a year.
i really couldn't have asked for more.
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an injured leg and bad results.
what a perfect combination.
my wound hurts like hell
and my results are so bad that its gonna take a couple of hours before i stop crying
i hardly ever need people to comfort me to make me feel better
but now, i need it really badly.
♥ we have changed but we're still the same ;
useless
invisible
a nobody.
feeling it more than ever.
as immature as this sounds, i've reached a point in my life where I question God of the purpose of my existence.
someone ten years younger said smtg that hit me hard today in church. yeah, people always say don't take kid's words seriously but how come I did.
things really aren't looking up. dang
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it's ok.
ruth will just always be the sai kang friend.
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that one singular damn thing
that's going to destroy me
it's like being dragged by your feet
your body parts being ripped out one by one
and your soul removed from you
while you're still alive
you're screaming, but no sound comes out.
it's like an unknown creature or presence
eating into you every single day
reducing you to your bones and ashes.
like i said, knowledge can be poisonous too.
God, why don't you just remove me from this place?
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went cycling with a few of them yday. haha had fun
got to double bike with most of them cos yours truly and her booboo friend doesn't know how to cycle.
tho the scenery isn't great at pasir ris park, there was this weird sense of peace that i felt over there
and we were like so happy to pass our chalet place tho we're gonna be there next wk.
and i realised that downtown east is a really heartlanders place too.
think my impression of that place wasn't too great previously so yesterday opened my eyes to its uniqueness?
i don't usually do this but..
benjamin mckenzie is so uber cute.
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i don't know why i even volunteered to plan the chalet in the first place
why i'm even wasting my brain cells on this.
everyone else is just gonna go for it and enjoy themselves.
was looking forward to it initially,
but now.
you can never please everyone.
♥ we have changed but we're still the same ;
'it’s funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
we are screaming inside, but we can’t be heard'
Mr. Angry and Miss Bitter came back to visit.
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went to kq's work place yday.
learnt new games. screamed alot :D
i highly recommend that place!
the mindcafe
look at what shaun is doing! *tsk
playing squint
in e train
out.
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went for basic music theory ep.
guess who was leading the class with his friend..SHAOJUN! haha was a pleasant surprise cos i was expecting like experts, adults.
the both of them were pretty professional i would say. apparently shaojun is some leader in the violin section of the s.p string ensemble. woah
my classmate and i kept talking about fd3 today. looks like i'm not the only one that's having fd-withdrawal. and she kept freaking me out by singing the creepy song from the movie. 'There is someone, walking behind you...'
went to kq's place to swim a bit. boy, it's been a while. so has the catching up.
good day MINUS sunshine rain and crowded mrts.
♥ we have changed but we're still the same ;
i'm honestly b-o-r-e-d.
you took a bow
and walked away gracefully
that's where we're different, my friend.
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somewhere along the way, we lost our heads
haiz, wanted to get contacts today.
and i was told i have high astigmatism which i had no idea of.
wah lao
this means i can't wear the normal disposable ones cos they won't fit.
and i cannot imagine wearing the same pair for two years if i get permanent ones.
i'm not exactly e most hygienic person around.
aiyoh
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argh, don't know what happened to my easyjournal one.
gonna look for another template on a better day.
anyway, exams are over. YAY
on a whole, don't think i did my best but well, i tried.
caught final destination 3 yesterday.
boy, was it scary.
i almost cried lar.
but it's a must see
some photos from church.
the new jc classroom, beck
eu and jam
aaron is so handSUM
and this is what happens when you er..misuse monkey bars :/
haha i never dared to do stuf like this when i was younger.
6 weeks.
i know i need to get a job.
i'm just real lazy to find one.
ah well
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