havent been blogging
cos i have too much to say and i dont really know where to start
its already the end of the 3rd week, now isn't that fast?
remember how first week we were saying that we want itp to end asap
i wonder how we'll feel during the last week
so work's been good and bad i guess
the ppl there are generally nice
sometimes i need to remind myself to be contented
even if i'm doing things like
labelling cupboards full of beakers and measuring cups
evaluation yday was scary man
peiwen sent out the email abt it
and after a few min, all of them came trooping over
and we were like not prepared la
super rush to serve everyone and all that
and today was the first time they offered me smth to try
from evaluation
i always only get to prepare and serve it, nv to taste it
not that i am so damn greedy and want to ta pao for my relatives and my relatives' relatives, its just that i like to do sensory! and like, compare pdts and stuff
so they let me try diff brands of coffee from japan
and yes, eye contact.
these few days jus made me realise how serious my bad habit is.
my supervisor made me aware of it.
well if u havent realised, i cannot look directly into anybody's eyes for more than 5 seconds? i'll look everywhere else but into someone's eyes.
i find it akward and uncomfortable. my mom says some ppl may find it mei li mao but aiyah old habits die hard.
so yes, enough of my preaching.
photos
last fri
met up with some 24 ppl, 8 of us
dinner at pizza hut
celebrated shawn and desmond's bdae there
good to meet up cos we usually dont
freeaaakkkkyyyy
monday
oh dear, what has hpd to 04 gatherings? haha
it was reduced to 4 people!
it was fun nonetheless
and the kiap-ing begin
at the bus stop
thurs
brought our own liao to make sandwiches for lunch
i brought campbell, sooyin brought longans haha
quite fun and yummy too!
see la, chum so many liao 2gether
end up also stomachache...oops
sigh i wonder if what's supposed to hpd on sun
will happen
mixed feelings
have a good week!
♥ we have changed but we're still the same ;
sigh
i've never liked the feeling of being neither happy or sad.
these past 2 days have just been like that
after getting back my results yday and last week's grading, today.
the same feeling of relief at first
then when you compare yours with others, you think/feel otherwise
but well, there'll always be someone better than me, right ys?
suck it up, ruth.
why should God bless me if i'm not going to be grateful to Him about it?
haiz
so work has been, like that.
i realise i feel so much more at ease when my supervisor's not ard
my gosh, now i see what my lecturer's were talking about.
her expectations are damn high la
anyway mon met up with 04
glad more ppl came this time round
and i'm glad we meet up regularly
too bad i wasnt feeling well
night b4 i kept waking up to check the time
plus the stress i experienced at work
jus all accumulated to give me a really shitty headache and i felt nauseous
glad it only lasted a day
some pics from that day
cool lights
linc on sun
sis dolly's sharing was good
my sunday school teacher when i was a kid
now a missionary to taiwan
haha, i decided not to go.
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♥ we have changed but we're still the same ;
TOMORROW.
goodbye ruth, doom day starts now.
♥ we have changed but we're still the same ;