just sharing my thoughts, don't wish to offend anyone.

i'm glad i went for prayer meeting yesterday
i cried while praying with mom
i actually felt burdened to stand up and share, but i was afraid tt i would cry while sharing
i've been taking alot of things for granted.
what's it gonna take for me to appreciate?

i dun even need to think so far as to what's going on in the world. looking at s'pore is enough
the boy who commited suicide. ppl can actually laugh abt it, say it's stupid. but was it jus that?
joan who's suffering from tongue cancer.
two active students with their lives taken away from them.

pastor shared abt a burmese girl who came to s'pore to study but after 6 mths she found out she has terminal cancer.
but she's still always smiling and happy.
ppl that visit her go with heavy hearts but leave feeling encouraged.
pastor said he felt ashamed. we, being normal and perfectly healthy are always complaining, and we get upset when we've lost our one dollar coin. everybody laughed when he said that, but there's truth in that.

i fell somewhat sick on thurs.
and i was worried that i wouldn't be able to go to sch on fri
cos i can't miss prac
but i was alright e nex day
God was trying to teach me to appreciate sch. cos for many days now, i've been going to sch with a serious lack of motivation. almost every lesson i'm checking the time to see how much time till e lesson ends.

i'm not trying to blame anyone
but it doesn't help that the ppl i'm in sch with
are all very blessed and fortunate
i'm probably e only one in my class that doesn't have a camera hp, it's such a norm now

i felt smth weird
smth undescribable
when i had my hp in one hand and my mp3 in e other

there were so many prayer requests made yesterday.
ppl struggling to meet everyday's needs.
a foreign member who's so stressed up abt her uni research that she fell ill

and i really felt ashamed.
i complain so much, every single day.

what am i doing with my life?

♥ we have changed but we're still the same ;