mcfly > i've got you

sore throat and running nose, how nice.

today has been a roller-coaster day for me. high during lunch, depressed during gems, better after chem eng.

gems teacher gave us back our written assignments and by the way the teacher called my name with that disappointed yet killer look, i knew it was bad. i just didn't think it was going to be THAT bad. the tears were so ready to roll down my cheeks, i tell you. but well, i controlled. zo tried to be encouraging, kept asking me if i was alright, and to cheer up. guess i needed it. i think it was a wake up call for me.

chem eng, was so worried to get back another shitty test (it would very much be double tragedy if it happened), but managed to scape thru.

for some time now, everytime i've had a terrible day, i would do smth to pamper myself or do smtg i like, to escape from reality temporarily. ( not that that's the ideal solution, tt's just how i solve my stuff). today was no exception. caught just my luck at cineplex. haha we practically ran to the cinema cause we were running late but we manage to reach in time. good storyline. i didn't know they were gonna feature so much of mcfly.

and guess who i saw working at new urban male!
andrew cai! (apparently its old news)
haha nice bumping into him

hmm cineplex is nice. tho most of the stuff's not up yet, it has this very different feel.

oh yeah, today's prac was pretty fun. made bread from scratch and we got to make muffins with the rest of the dough. flashback to fnn days man.

this past two weeks has been super rushed, i'm glad it's finally slowing down a bit.
i don't know if anyone ever enjoys this kind of pace, but i guess its a matter of getting used to
and i honestly dun feel great that i'm screwing up my tests.
i do know i'm trying, its just very far from enough.


it's times like these i wish i could feel as free as i did that day
at sentosa

♥ we have changed but we're still the same ;