Friday, August 25, 2006 @11:34 PM
today is the first time i bought 6 birthday presents in one day.
haha but well didnt pay for all of them lar
met sara eugene guoliang and jed at town
in search of hazel huibing yewchun and linjun's presents
and i must say..the gifts loook good!
haha
hope they like it tho
yewchun's rip curl shirt tt we bought is way cool man,
has the words, THE BOMB at the back
bought beck and jamie's present too.
wow we walked for close to eight hrs man
our feet hurt like crap
gl and jed left early
after tt the 3 of us walked abit
then had dinner
at the new place that took over marche
it seems exactly like marche
i had fun today!
yday night all e way till today
've been feeling pretty down
by a combination of a lot of things
i'm supposed to be happy
since exams are over
but
i feel like i've been numbed with disappointment quite too much
from myself, from the ppl around me
i'm pretty pissed with myself too cos i let myself down so easily
and i was so upset yday with
____ and _____ for saying that they knew my planning was going to fail
even before it took place,
saying it while laughing
i was so angry cos it was the exact same two ppl that said that, that were the ones that changed their minds whenever they felt like it, yet pushing all the blame on me? how convenient
i'm not someone that just bears accusations like that
i'll know when i screw up
and i wont deny it when i do
but this time round, i believe very clearly i did what i could
ah.