i've been taken as the fool for too long
always making an effort to plan things
make sure it turns out well
hoping to see ppl happy
but ppl jus choose to back out at the very last min
or do things the way they want
i should REALLY learn to stop planning cos i dont get anything out of it, just plain disappointment, every single time
ppl ARE taking me for granted
why do i even bother? i don't even understand myself
what fun is it to go through this over and over again

waste so much $ on sms to inform ppl about this and that, and in the end? never go

i feel like shit now
i feel sorry for myself



i need to learn to be smart, for once.

♥ we have changed but we're still the same ;